The beggining of the end

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You know when you are falling apart? Well, that happened to me. But it's not the first time. No seriously, it's not the first time...
-Hi, Meredith. I'm calling because I wanna know when I can take my things from your house.
-You can come tonight. My shift ends at 9 pm, so you could just go at 8 and have Amelia help you.
-Okay great... goodbye then.
I hung up. Awkward. Everything would be awkward as hell from now on. But there was nothing I could do, he had made it awkward.
Just in that moment, April came to my room in the ICU and opened the door.
-Meredith can I come in?
-You already have so...
-Don't be mean to me okay?
-I'm sorry, it's just that, you told me to go be with Nathan, and that he would make me happy. What you didn't mention was that he would break my heart after that.
-Mer, I just came here to apologize for that. I thought he was gonna be your next great love.
-And he was.
-but I feel like this is all my fault, I don't know what to say. He is so stupid I mean, look at you! You are beautiful, you don't need to cry for a man.
-I know, but did you ever cry for Jackson?... that's what I thought...
-Well that is true, but you deserve more. Just smile when you look back into all the good things you've done together, you have a kid, and that has to remain intact. The rest comes and goes.
-Thank you April, I appreciate it.
-No problem. I'm gonna go check on my patients now. Hey, try not to come as often as a patient, you have already been in the ICU like three times in a year, ok?
-Okay-I laughed
So this was it. This was the beginning of the end, after all, I was right, we built this empire only to knock it down. So it was indeed starting to fall apart...

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