Meredith And Nathan: fight for your L(ife)ove

Daydreaming (with pain)

-WHAT IS HE DOING HERE?!- I shouted
-Meredith calm down-he said
-Calm down? Seriously!-I said
-Wait, I thought she knew... Mer, didn't you know he was...
-FREAKING ALIVE??!! NO, I DIDN'T
-Meredith, let me explain- he said
-You know when you should have explained? The night I thought I'd lost you forever!
-Please, Meredith
-No Derek, no please, why the hell didn't you say anything?
-I just needed a fresh start!
-Oh and the kids and me interfered with that?- I yelled
-At least try to understand!
-AND WHO UNDERSTANDS ME DEREK! Do you want me to tell you what's new? Ellis is new. She was born three years ago. Does that time sound familiar to you?!
-Mer, are you telling me...
-I was pregnant when you died, and I had Ellis, a gorgeous little girl, and you know who she looked like? Like his father, who, by the way, faked his own death. Ouch!!!- I screamed
-Mer, are you alright?
A headache started to attack me, my vision went blurry and I fainted.

White lights, a gurney? Where am I? Hmm, tv, sofa, this is a hospital room. This is MY hospital's room. ICU, that's probably where I am. Little by little I start remembering things: the plane crash, George, Izzie, Nathan, Derek, everything.
-Dr. Grey, Dr. Grey can you hear me?
-Hellmouth, go call Alex Karev for me will you?
-He already knows you are all here Dr. Grey, don't worry.
-All?
-Dr. Hunt, Dr. Shepherd and Dr. Riggs
-Oh, right. Okay, call him anyways. I need to tell him something.

When he arrived, I didn't even know how to start.
-Alex, I was in a plane crash
-I know- he said
-I almost died
- I know- he repeated
-Izzie is dead- I said
-I know, her family called to inform me. She passed away two days ago Mer.
I started crying a bit, you know, just a bit. And soon after, a bit more, until I no longer had tears left to cry.