Meredith And Nathan: fight for your L(ife)ove

Can you hear me?

-Nathan, can you hear me? I know that, even if you don't open your eyes or respond, you are still listening. I want a lifetime with you Nathan, don't ruin that- I said trying to smile a little although I couldn't really do it. I already lost one of the greatest loves of my life, and I don't wanna lose you too. So you better listen to what I have to say. At first I thought you were dumb, I even tried hating you. But that was hella impossible. You tried to make me laugh, and I resisted. I resisted, until I gave in. Because you knew what it was like to lose the person you loved the most in this world. You never judged me. Never. At first, I may have been tough, but little by little I started loving you. I played it tough. But you knew you had the ability to make me smile. I could notice that, whenever I was down, you tried to lift me up. And now you are one of the greatest things life has given me. So don't you dare die. Oh, and the only reason I'm telling you all this cheesy stuff is because when you wake up, and I know you will, you won't remember a thing. So please, just wake up. Do it for me, I know you love me. What is more, you were the one to fall for me first. And I waited and waited to give in, now I know all that time I played it tough, I should have used it to be with you. Because nobody knows if all might be gone by tomorrow. We shouldn't wait until "tomorrow" comes. But I did. Stupid stupid me. So please, just stay alive. For me, for the kids. Please, I'm begging here

At this point tears started rolling down my cheeks. I saw blurry, and I didn't wanna wipe away the tears so as not to stop holding his hand.

-I'm begging, and you know how proud I can be, but still, I-I am begging you to stay...

-Grey, what are you doing here!!!- Bailey shouted- you should be in your room. Grey, what is wrong with you you just had surgery!! Go back to your bed right now!
Surprisingly, I didn't resist. I just took my wheelchair and went away. I was too sad to fight anymore, so I just left as she told me to do. I could notice, she looked at me with certain surprise, as if she'd been waiting for me to fight back, but instead, I walked away. I was too tired, to sad, for anything...