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Leaving Now (ETHAN): ©(Skiller0Dani)

fun fact: the Dolan twins are 1 year & 3 months younger than me 

sorry it's been so long, working on personal projects rn. 

warnings: cursing 

-DaNi

Song: Surrender by Cash Cash 

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Staring up at the ceiling her eyes are glossy with unshed tears. Her hands are folded over her heart, where it feels physically painful. It hurts. What she did hurts, and the worst thing is that Ethan doesn't even understand why. He never did, and one day she was just gone. The little thing growing in her stomach should have been a reason to stay, but it only scared her more. How could Ethan have time to raise a baby? With how hectic his life is? He's so young, it just wouldn't work. She never even gave him a chance to understand. It was doomed from the start. buzz. buzz. 

from my love: baby can you please talk to me? whatever I did just tell me, help me fix this. 

Ethan was so persistent, he texted her everyday. She let out a heavy sigh as tears trickled down her cheeks. The thing is he didn't do anything wrong, this was nobodies fault. It's just something that happened. 

from my love: Y/N for fuck sakes I'm 10 seconds away from calling the police, where are you? you're scaring the shit out of me baby. you don't have to talk to me but at least tell Gray if you're okay. please for god sakes I'm going out of my mind. 

It had been a week. She just disappeared without a word to either of the boys, she needs to tell them she's okay because she knows Ethan isn't bluffing. He will call the police. 

to grayy: hey it's me. tell Ethan I'm okay. 

from grayy: where are you? we've been really worried Y/N. 

to grayy: I'll send you the address. come over without Ethan. I need to tell you something. 

She texts the address to Grayson, knowing she needs to tell one of them what's going on, and she just can't tell Ethan. She's terrified of what he would say, would he be mad? Happy? Upset with her? Telling Gray is the safest option she has. Less than an hour later there was a knock on the hotel room door. She swung it open and didn't even have time to speak before she was wrapped in his arms. "Dammit Y/N we thought you were fucking dead or something," Gray breathed shakily as her arms squeezed him. Y/N laughed weakly. 

"I'm okay Gray." She said, releasing him. They moved into the room and sat on the bed, Grayson was scanning her face. He sat with his hands folded, waiting for her to tell him why the hell she left. "Gray, I'm pregnant." She said finally and was met with thick silence. She was too afraid to look at him, but he let out a breath. "Ethan doesn't know?" He questioned and was met by a small nod. Grayson moved closer to her and took her hand in his, she felt much better with him here. "You know he wouldn't be mad right? He was really scared Y/N. He thought something bad happened to you." Grayson started, but she still wouldn't look up at him. Y/N kept her gaze fixed on the aging carpet. 

"He had a panic attack Y/N." He said, and Y/N looked over at him. "He what?" Her voice broke, it tore her up thinking that she's caused him so much pain. "Is he okay?" She asked, her eyes wide. He nodded, "yeah he was okay after you texted me. He's anxious though. Ethan is convinced he did something wrong and messed everything up. That's not true, right?" He asked and Y/N immediately nodded. "Ethan was the best boyfriend ever, he's far more than I deserve." Y/N said in a quiet voice, her throat closing with emotion. "You have to tell him the truth. I'm sorry I really don't want to say this but Ethan is my brother, he's my best friend. If you don't tell him then I will. I can't keep this from him Y/N. It's not fair." Grayson explained in a gentle voice, but Y/N knew he was right. He's always right. 

"No Gray, you're right. I know I have to tell him. Let me get my bag." She said, standing but Grayson reached for her bag before she could get it. "Can't let you carry your bag, you're pregnant with my niece or my nephew." Gray smiled and for the first time Y/N's stomach fluttered with excitement about the pregnancy. "You think he'll be mad?" She asked, stopping in the doorway. Gray turned and smiled, "no way. He'll definitely be scared but not mad." 

The ride back was long, and Y/N spent most of it chatting with Grayson. She just couldn't sit in silence or else she would have a panic attack about seeing Ethan again. She missed him so much, her heart ached every time she thought about him. Sooner than she would have liked, they were pulling up to the Dolan house. Anxiously standing out front was Ethan, his eyes locked on Y/N as soon as she exited the car. Grayson, like the gentleman he is, grabbed her bag and carried it inside for her. He clapped a hand against Ethan's shoulder before moving into the house. Y/N carefully approached Ethan, her hands shaking uncontrollably. 

"Baby, I- I don't even know what to say. I don't know what I did wrong, but whatever it was please just tell me so I don't do it again." Ethan said in a shaky voice, and Y/N nearly burst into tears. She reached for his hands and held them tightly. "Ethan you didn't do anything wrong, this is all my fault." She cried, tears beginning to stream. Ethan didn't know what was wrong but he did the only thing he could think of to make this better- he held her. She sunk into his chest, her arms wrapping tightly around him. Ethan melted against her, relieved that she is okay and in his arms again. 

"What happened? Why did you leave?" Ethan asked softly, running his hand up and down her back. She cried, the emotions feeling overwhelming due to the pregnancy hormones. Reaching into her pocket she grabbed the test, shakily holding it out to him. Ethan released her to take it, and his eyebrows shot up. His eyes were widened slightly and his mouth hung open. "Baby are you pregnant?" He asked and her hands flew to her face as she nodded. Then Ethan did something Y/N wasn't expecting, he laughed. There was a bright smile on his face, and he just laughed. Y/N stood there dumbstruck as her hands fell to her side. "Y/N you could have just told me, I didn't know what to think! I thought I upset you or did something wrong, then I thought you had like a terminal cancer or something! And the truth is that you're just pregnant with little Dolan!" He smiled, and Y/N smiled. 

"Don't get me wrong, I'm terrified. But we can make this work baby, just no more running away. Please. My heart can't take any more of that. So next time, how about you just talk to me about it? Please?" Ethan pleads, holding her hands. She nods, feeling so much joy her heart could burst. "No more running away. You got it." Y/N said through happy tears. He threw an arm over her shoulder as her arm wrapped around his waist. He led her inside and smiled at Grayson. 

"I'm gonna be an Uncle!" Grayson yelled once he saw the happy faces she and Ethan wore. Ethan laughed, moving forward to hug Grayson. "I'm gonna be a dad! Holy shit I'm going to be a dad!" Ethan said, and Y/N laughed. And everything in her world was perfect.