I was asked about her a lot. About Y/N. She has been a big part of my life, we have been dating for 6 years, that's close to 10. Everyone asks me why I haven't proposed, but I don't know. I mean I'm still young, and I will, just not now. But, since the Internet is a really awful place, I'm trying not to involve her much with me so that she can still have social media without being harassed because of me. I don't want her to receive negative comments, because it takes a toll on you. So I always tried to keep her out of it, since 2009 I have kept her out of all my video's and little to no photo's of her. So she doesn't get hate, but lately she has been trying to push me to let her be in a video. She'll never understand why I can't let her, and it bothers her. A lot. So as I continued my video I heard noise outside of our bedroom door. Suddenly in the middle of my video the door swings open, and she rushes in and sits on my lap as I quickly shut off the camera.
"Why'd you do that?" She asks, her smile fading. I bite the inside of my cheek as I think of a reply.
"How about after I finish this video, we can watch a movie? Or go into town?" I say, trying to distract her, as I sling an arm around her waist. She looks down seriously, and sort of sadly. She looks at me again, with tears in her eyes.
"Y/N? Baby, what's wrong?" I ask her as she slides out of my grip, turning away from me. She shakes her head, walking towards the bed. I stand, cautiously following her. I see her take her suitcase from under the bed and head to the dresser.
"Y/N. W-what are you doing-g." I stutter, my heart beginning to hammer against my rib-cage. She isn't leaving is she?
"I'm packing Dan." She says, as she turns, I see tears on her cheeks.
"W-Why?" I stammer again, as my heart beats even faster.
"Because Dan... I can't do this anymore! I can't be in a relationship where I'm only a part of half of your life, and your YouTube is becoming more and more of your life, and I can't be with someone who doesn't want me in part of their life. I'm leaving you Dan..." She explains, tears streaming down her cheeks. Tears build up in my eyes, and begin to fall down over my own cheeks. She continues to pack her things when I finally make a move.
"No wait, please." I plead to her, as she ignores me and continues packing.
"No, Y/N please, don't leave me." I plead again as tears spill heavily over my cheeks. I feel frozen, and I can't move as she makes her way to the door. I collapse to my knee's, wrapping my arms around her waist as she passes me.
"Dan. Please let go..." She says on the verge of tears. I press my forehead to her side.
"Don't go, please god please, don't leave me." I plead, tears still spilling over. She looks down at me again, trying to pry my hands off her. I hold tighter as she loses balance and falls to the ground, in a sitting position. I grab her hands, resting my head against her forehead.
"Please don't leave me." I whisper to her, with my eyes still closed, and tears still coming. I feel her hand on my cheek as I finally open my eyes to look into hers.
"Please, don't go, I promise I'll change, I will I swear." I beg, one last time.
"How Dan? How will you change, I love you, I do, but I can't do this anymore, I can't." She asks sadly.
"I'll let you be in this video, and any other video you want. I'll show you off, I'll make you apart of my YouTube life." I offer, trying to get her to stay.
"You promise?"
"I'll promise, if you promise."
"Promise what?" She asks.
"That you wont scare me like that ever again, and don't ever leave me. If you'll stick with me, I'll stick with you. Okay?"
"Okay." She says, as we both smile and I press my lips to hers.
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Male YouTuber Imagines
FanfictionMale YouTuber Imagines including Dan Howell, Joe Sugg, Joey Graceffa, Troye Sivan, and more. I also write Jaspar, Jelix and Septiplier only. I will not write Phan, I don't ship it sorry. :( The cast is an updated list of YouTubers in my story...