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Anxiety (KIAN): ©Skiller0Dani

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Somebody requested this and I was hesitant to write about it at first because this topic isn't something to write about but I'm doing it to raise awareness about being cautious when going out at night. Bad things can happen when you're walking alone at night unprotected. Stay safe ladies and always carry some sort of protection when going out at night. Safety in numbers, never go out at night by yourself. 

I- in no way- am trying to offend or upset anybody by writing this. If I offend someone, please message me and we can try to figure something out. If everybody hates this then I'll just take it down. I don't know anything about sexual assault, I've never been assaulted. If I get anything wrong, or anything bothers any of you in this then please message me and I'll change things around. 

Trigger Warning: Mentions of Sexual Assault 

Song: Chandelier by Sia 

~DaNi

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"Don't worry baby, I'll be home in an hour or two." She hears his voice in her head- he said that 4 hours ago. This wasn't the first time he's done something like this, and Y/N honestly didn't know what he was out doing. She wished she could say that she wasn't scared he was...with someone...but she couldn't help those thoughts entering her mind. She reaches for her phone and dials his number when the clock reads 11:00 PM. 

"Hey babe." He says, the wind blowing in the speaker. 

"When are you going to be home?" She asks in a quiet voice, she's afraid of hearing something she doesn't want to. Like another girls voice. 

"I'm on my way home now. Sorry the photo shoot took longer than I thought." He says, and she swallows a thick lump in her throat. 

"You left at like 7 Kian." She says through a strained voice. In her stomach she knows he's cheating on her, she feels it. 

"Shit it's 11. I'm sorry baby we went to get something to eat afterwords. We just turned onto our street." He said hanging up. Y/N curled further into her and Kian's shared bed, feeling anxiety turning in her stomach. She's terrified of losing him, but she feels like he's slipping through her fingers. She's not enough, she knows that. 

"Babe!" She hears Kian call as he comes up the stairs. She braces herself for what she's about to see. She's expecting to see a smear of lipstick somewhere, or a hickey on his neck. When he opens the door, she scans his face and neck. But she doesn't see anything, no lipstick and no hickey's. She bites her lip, still not convinced. He probably just covered the hickey's with makeup, she probably helped. 

"Baby what's wrong?" Kian asked, noticing her pained expression. He sits on the bed in front of her, reaching for her hand but she pulls back. A look of hurt flashes in Kian's eyes but it's quickly masked with concern. 

"Y/N talk to me. Tell me what's wrong?" He asked, desperation in his voice. 

"Can you just admit it already?" She cried, bursting into tears. Kian felt panic in his chest. What did he do? Has he done something wrong, or said something to upset her? What has he done? 

"Baby I- I don't know what you mean?" He stammers, feeling confused. 

"We both know you're cheating on me!" She yelled, tears streaming down her face. Now Kian was bracing himself for a lot of different answers to his question but cheating? That wasn't one of them.