Part 3 to "Battle of Hearts" dang it's nearly been a year since I've added to this book! As you've seen however I have been working on other projects on Wattpad, and I'm even doing a Connor from Detroit Become Human story on my Tumblr! My Tumblr is skiller0dani if you wanted to check it out! ANYWAY. 10,700 reads. That's absolutely insane! Thank you all so much for reading, and enjoying, and supporting my work. It means the world to me.
now back to my all time favorite ship ever. also I have nothing against Amy, and I love her and Mark together. If I paint her as a bad guy in this Imagine then I'm sorry. I really love Amy.
Song: My Life Would Suck Without You by Kelly Clarkson
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Jack lays wide eyed in bed, his mind going a million different directions. Mark has a girlfriend, and for the first time this entire year, Jack feels his heart breaking. He's been strong, this whole year he's been able to remain strong. It hasn't hurt him much, it was one of the hardest things Jack has ever done, but he was strong enough to deal with it. But now Mark has a girlfriend, and she's beautiful and so many things that Jack isn't. He doesn't cry, no matter how much it hurts- Jack doesn't cry. He isn't a crier anymore, this last year has been so emotionally devastating and one of the hardest years of Jack's life. It's hardened him. He closes his eyes, wondering what Mark is doing right now. He's awake, maybe having lunch? What if he's with her? He's probably happy, Jack hopes he's happy. Mark was upset when Jack left- but even now Jack knew he made the right choice. Look at how much happier Mark is. He's happier. Jack left him because he loves him, even now he still loves Mark. He's never going to stop loving Mark- but even if you love someone that doesn't mean you're good for them.
Mark stared vacantly into the distance as Amy prattled on about her day. Mark tried to listen he did but he couldn't stop thinking about Jack's Tweet from yesterday, 'date night wish me luck!' Jack went on a date? Did it go well? Is he seeing this person again? Mark should be moved on, and he tried. He cried, and then focused on his videos, and he started working out regularly. Helps get stress out, and now he feels almost numb. Not happy, not sad, not anything. "Babe? You okay?" Amy asks with a smile and Mark nods, taking her hand from across the table. He likes Amy, he really does. She's beautiful, smart, creative, and exactly what Mark needs- she's just not what he wants. But sometimes what you want is the opposite of what you need. Jack seems to think Mark is better without him- and for a year Mark has tried to convince him otherwise. But he's finally given up- when Jack has his mind made up no one but him can change it. Jack is what Mark wants, what he needs. Mark is always going to want Jack, he doesn't know why Jack thinks they aren't good together. Sure they fight, but that's something that can be changed with hard work- Jack gave up too easily.
Jack sat at his desk chair, slowly spinning. He isn't feeling like doing anything today- he wants Mark. But he has to stay strong, he can't give in not now that Mark is so close to finally forgetting him. But what he doesn't know is that Mark could never forget him- he loves Jack too much. Jack rubbed his hands over his face sighing heavily. He pulls out his phone, dialing the most recent number. "Nate? Hey, yeah I had fun last night. You wanna come over? Okay great see you in 10." Jack hung up, Nate was nice. Jack still wasn't sure if he liked Nate or just wanted someone to fill the empty space. Jack needed somebody to hold him- and he hates thinking that. It sounds pathetic. Nate wasn't a bad guy, he was in financing- boring. He wasn't as sculpted as Mark, he was a little thinner and he was blonde. Jack never thought he'd date a blonde. For a while he didn't think he'd date anybody but Mark. Funny how life changes and once upon a time all your dreams are as real as fairy tales. Funny.
Mark held his phone in his shaking hands, he was going to be leaving for London tomorrow, and Jack just recently moved there. Lunch couldn't hurt right? Both of them are in relationships and lunch doesn't mean more- it means friendship. Just friends. Mark can do just friends...right?
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