Stars (DAN): ©Skiller0Dani

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Hello there. It's me again. I'm here with another Dan one. (as promised) Since some of you have been whining for another one in my Inbox, here you go. Also my best friend has joined Wattpad and she's reading my stuff. *blush* So I hope she enjoys. (omg) 

Song: Through The Dark by One Direction (truly a beautiful song I recommend you listen it's worth it) 

~DaNi :3 

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The grass was cool underneath my skin, the gentle breeze causing goosebumps to form along my arms. I brought my hands up behind my head when I hear a door close. I don't bother looking over as I know who it is already. 

"You're going to catch a cold out here." Dan tells me, holding out one of his hoodies. I take it graciously, pulling it up and over my head as it swallows me. 

"The clouds never clear enough to see the sky." I tell him, watching the little twinkling lights dance across the sky. 

"Yeah and the sky will always be there, please come inside." He asks me, crossing his arms when I don't budge. He worries too much about me. 

"Loosen up Mr. Grump. Stay with me." I ask him, smiling up at him behind my sleeves covering my face. He sighs before he slumps down in the grass and I sit up excitedly, facing him. He sighs as he lets a smile form on his face, taking my hands in his. 

"Y/N I'm serious, it's too cold out here-" He starts but I frown. 

"Stop it. Just be here with me." I ask him and he rolls his eyes, but agrees. I watch him peer up at the sky, a glassy look to the underside of his eyes. 

"Have you been crying again? I told you to stop that." I tell him, with my eyebrows creased and my lips turned down. 

"I'm trying." Dan says simply, looking back to me again. 

"Crying creates more wrinkles you know. I hate to see your face all creased up with those dark circles that seem to always come back." I complain, lightly brushing my fingers over his skin. 

"I don't get much sleep Y/N." He informs me, a small frown on his face. I lean forward, pressing a kiss to his lips. 

"You're frowning again." I tell him and he swallows thickly before flashing me a smile. 

"You should be smiling more often. You look mean when you frown." I tell him, looking down at his clasped hands. 

"It's a good thing I'm not looking to make any friends then." He tells me as I reach for one of his hands. He lets me take his hand in mine, watching as I run my fingers over his, turning his hand in my palm. 

"I like you." I tell him and he chuckles before looking at me. 

"I like you too." He tells me and I smile. A wide, goofy smile. 

"No I mean like in the love way." I explain and he nods. 

"Ooh okay. So you love me?" He asks, with an amused smile on his face, and I nod. 

"Yeah, I love you." I tell him and he presses a kiss to my hand. 

"I love you too." He tells me in a calm voice. I feel the breeze again, and I shiver. Dan moves to stand but I tighten my hand around his, stopping him. 

"No, just a little longer." I ask, but he has a stern expression on his face. 

"Dan just 10 more minutes please. It's so stuffy in my room." I tell him and a pained expression crosses over his face, before he settles down again. 

"Okay baby, 10 more minutes." He says with a sigh, and I only smile. I can tell he's trying his best to put on a brave face, for me. But I know that this is all taking a toll on him. Mentally, physically, emotionally, hell even financially since he's paying for everything. I'd never have enough money to cover all the various expenses. Dan just looks tired, like he's just stressed all the time and I hate that I'm doing this to him. But he loves me, and he only wants to help and if it makes him feel better I'll continue to let him. 

"You are important to me. You know that right?" Dan tells me, and I look into his eyes. 

"Yeah I know." I tell him with a blush on my face. 

"I'm not giving up yet okay? Miracles happen all the time." Dan tells me, with a certain amount of truth and lie behind his statement. I know he won't give up on me, he never does. But he doesn't know if a miracle will happen for me, he can only pray and Dan isn't a particularly religious person. 

"Then I hope my miracle comes soon." I tell him in a soft voice and suddenly I'm being pulled against his chest. I'm turned so that my back is pressed against his chest as he rests us against a tree. I smile as I feel his arms snake around my waist, holding me closer to him. 

"It will." He reassures me, with a trembling in his voice. I know that he's crying. He turned me so I wouldn't see. 

"Please don't cry." I beg and I hear him sigh. 

"I'm sorry I can't help it. I love you so much." He says weakly and I turn, wiping away his tears. 

"I love you too. I'll never stop loving you." I tell him, with a sad expression on my face. He stands, noticing me shivering worse than I was before. 

"Y/N can we please go inside? It's been like more than 10 minutes." Dan asks me, from a standing position. I look to the sky sadly, still feeling reluctant to go inside. 

"I promise we can go for a walk tomorrow morning." Dan reasons and I finally stand, helped onto my shaky legs by gripping onto Dan's hand. He lifts me to my feet, helping me walk as we head to the front doors. Dan holds the door open for me, as I walk into the waiting room of the Hospital. He helps me to the elevator, treating me as though I were made of shattering glass. We wait in the elevator, as it ticks up floor by floor until we get to my floor. Dan takes my hand as he leads me to my room, laying me down on the bed and smiling at the nurse. 

"Are you ready for your next session of Chemotherapy Y/N?" The nurse asks me and I nod, with tears in my eyes. I look to Dan, noticing him standing by the TV, preparing Harry Potter to start playing. He turns, and sits next to me on the bed, pulling me into his chest just like all my other chemotherapy sessions. 

"I love you." I tell him and he kisses the top of my head, as Phil strolls into the room with snacks. 

"I will always love you. Now watch the movie." Dan instructs and I focus my attention on the screen, instead of the radiation in my blood. I smile as I hear his heart beating steadily, relaxing every one of my nerves. 

I could never do this without him. 

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