Spiraling: ©ImmortalNighttime

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It began with descents into the internet world. I talk about it like
it's a sort of, landing thing, but truthfully it is. I mean, people
can literally descend to madness- and in my opinion, the internet is
exactly that. A descent into madness, to which there is no end.
When Y/N received her first comment, and a pretty bad one at that, she
was devastated. She felt so disheartened, I lied. Told her they happen
sometimes, that it wouldn't bring her down if she didn't let it. But
they just kept coming.
'Disgusting- I can't believe you're dating him'
'You don't deserve him'
'Wow Dan..... I didn't know you were dating someone so ugly'

That last one was about to find their inbox spammed to the max of rage
and anger, which I had been slowly building up. She buried her face
into me, crying. She holds me tight, tighter still. I hold her back,
stroking her hair. Whispering things to ease her mind, calm her down.
She chokes back a sob, "Dan..... why do they hate me?"
"Shhhhh Y/N, They're just hateful- I personally don't know why people
would even hate you at all". I kiss her hair, hold her close.
But the days just keep getting worse.
The comments get harsher, every time I try and speak out against them,
Y/N has stopped appearing in videos, and I am so torn. I know not
everyone on the internet is out to get her- so I keep doing what I do,
but I also know making videos means being away from her.
Then one day, she's there, inside my flat. A bottle of jack in one
hand, passed out. At first, I think she just got drunk. Til I shake
her shoulder, and the pills fall out of her numb hand.

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