Say You Won't Let Go (Donny Pangilinan)

Chapter 33

Sophie

I went to school today. As expected, I'll be receiving death glares and hearing gossips but devil knew it's not happening today so thank You, G. It was free period for everyone since our teachers are all on a meeting so I decided to stroll around the halls.

After walking around, I decided to stop over at the soccer field. Taking a deep breath under the warm sun, I remembered so many ganaps.

I sat on the grass, resting my knees for a bit as I squeezed it on my chest. I wanted to be alone again, for a while. I'm currently enjoying the breeze as I hear the birds chirping. It didn't take long for me being alone as someone's back slid against mine and rested a head on my shoulder.

"What are you doing here?", the soft whisper gave me chills. The sound of the voice that I didn't hear for days had my heart beating like the first time I heard him spoke. "You left me lonely for days. I missed you.", I was frozen on my seat, not knowing if I'm gonna move or not.

He shifted beside me and let our hands rest on his lap as his arm snaked around my shoulder, and I snaked mine on his waist.

"I missed you more.", I whispered, resting my head on his chest. Tears started falling again.

"Hey, why are you crying?", he looked deep into my eyes as he lifted my chin up.

"Nothing, I just missed you.", I lied. I did something wrong.

"Andito naman na ako ah, at nandito ka na rin. May kulang pa ba?", he pouted.

"Wala naman, Dons.", I forced a laugh as I wiped my tears away.

"Dito ka nga, sobrang na-miss kita eh.", he opened his arms for me as I hugged him so tight as if he was a teddy bear.

His smile really shows that he loves me, but I'm such a fool to take it for granted. Panigurado na hindi na babalik yung ngiti niya sa oras na malaman niya na may third party sa aming dalawa.

We just stayed like this for an hour or so since wala naman ginawa for school today, then I remembered that I need to leave to meet Josh.

"Babe, I got to go now.", I sadly said.

"I'll take you home.", he started fishing through his pocket for his keys but I grabbed his hand.

"You have training, 'di ba?", I bit my lip.

"Nah, I started focusing on academics first.", his dimple peeped.

"It's okay, kahit 'wag mo na ako i-drive. I can manage.", I nervously said.

"It's getting dark na, my love.", he insisted but I had to get away.

"I'll be fine, baby. Don't worry.", my hand rose on his cheek as I gave it a squeeze with a peck.

"Mag ingat ka. Saan ka ba pupunta?", his hands were on my waist and I'm finding it hard to run away.

"To Claui's.", I lied once more. My phone is crazily vibrating on my bag and I really have to go. "I'll text you when I get there, okay?", I quickly pulled him for a kiss then ran away.

I forgot to say I love you.

6:27 PM

I was at Josh's place, feeling so cringed about every move we're making. Gosh, I'm so stupid. Tita Jewel is now asleep after I made kwento about me and Josh. This is so sickening.

"I'm really not into this idea, Sandoval.", I hissed as he lead me to their backyard.

"It's just for a show, Magalona. Can't hold it anymore?", he annoyingly spoke.

"Hindi naman kasi ikaw yung masisira dito kung hindi ako.",

"Relax, baby.", my eyes widened with I heard. "We're just playing around. No commitments, no relationships, just--", I pushed him with all my might as he went near me.

"Just what?", I gritted my teeth and clenched my fists. He is fucking annoying.

"You're so hilarious, Sophie. You agreed with me and now you're complaining?", he laughed evilly.

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I just groaned and walked out from him but hell he was so fast to catch me and carry upstairs.

"You goon! Don't fucking touch me.", I yelled as he locked the door, with a mischievous grin on his face. I'm getting scared now. The room is only half lit and I don't know what's gonna happen next.

"Why are you so angry?", he was behind me and I can't help but shiver as I feel his hot breath on my neck. His hands snaked around my waist and I couldn't make a move to kick him. "You don't know how you turn me on with your anger. It makes you so hot.", he fucking teased.

"If you touch me, I swear you're gonna live in hell for the rest of your life.", he placed his index finger on my lips.

"You talk too much, baby.", his eyes darken as my eyes started tearing up.

I stayed silent and I looked down on the floor to calm myself down, but then I was aroused when Josh pulled me for a kiss! For Pete's sake, I wanted to die at this moment. He was kissing me so hard that I won't respond to it. My tears started falling as I felt him unzip my jeans and pulled it down with one hand, leaving me with my undies. I wanted to push him away but I can't. I have no strength to protect myself from getting sexually enjoyed by this goon.

"You're not finished yet.", he dangerously said as he pushed me on the bed. I started kicking him but he got a hold of my feet and my knees as he let it wrap around him.

He then got a hold of my hands to stop me from hitting him, I really have no fight in me anymore. Sirang sira na ako. I don't want to give in to him. I'd be losing my dignity with a dickhead. I wanted to scream as he took of my top but I'm afraid that he might hit me.

"Josh, no. Don't do this.", I begged. I was sobbing. "Please, stop.",

"I know you like it.", wala siyang awa.

He undressed me to the core that my body was exposed to his insanity. I am so freaking done.

He started touching me in places that I've never been touched before, I'm losing all my will. This is not part of the plan. It was never fucking part of the plan!

My bad, a moan escaped from my mouth as his hands gave my chest a squeeze. I heard him laugh. With his grip, it was really hard for me to stay silent and bite my lip to stop myself from being aroused with the sensation he was giving me. It's fucking sad to say that his touches is giving me life.

His warm, gentle, and soft touches turned into wild and aggressive ones as I started to give in. I felt like there was a snake eating me alive but damn, he was good. It was sinfully good that I lost myself with him. I sinned against my partner.

"Fuck you.", I blurted out.

"I know you enjoyed.", he gave my ass a slap as I gave him the middle finger.

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Oh no, Sophie. :(

Happy weekend, everyone!

Love,

Cee