Why wasn't I with Astrid? Why wasn't I dead?
I felt something around my foot and looked up at Fishlegs face and got really mad. Who was he to save me when I tried to kill myself?
"Let me go!" I yelled
"No I won't." He answered.
We landed back on a island and I hit the ground hard.
"What were you thinking!?" He yelled
"I knew that I was going to se her again. And you stopped me." I yelled back as I saw his face changing
"Look, I can only imagine how you feel and just that hurts really bad." He said "But killing yourself won't help you."
"What do you mean?" I was curious on his answer
"Would you really want to leave your family and friends in the same pain as you are in? We all loved Astrid and we all miss her. Nothing is the same." He said
"I never meant to hurt anyone. I just can't... I can't live in a world without her anymore." I cried
"I understand." he put his hand on my shoulder
"I don't know if I'll be able to live with this pain." I said
"Well, it will never disappear completely but with time it will be a little bit better and you'll learn to live with it." He said and he was right. I had been a idiot. Astrid would despise me.
"What now?" I asked
"The only thing you can do is to honor her memory."
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A world without you
FanfictionWhat happens when your enemy attack you? And what happens when you finally get together with the love of your life? Then what happens when that enemy takes the love of your life from you? A hiccstrid fanfic. Is also on instagram under the name @a...
