"Insonmia Is My Only Friend"

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"I don't care how you're feeling, I can't believe you left school early!"

I pick at my mac n cheese. I can't believe my mom is actually yelling at me. She didn't even make me freaking dinner.

"You are going to school tomorrow, all fucking day! Do you hear me?!"

"Yes," I reply in a dead tone.

"You know what," She takes my dinner away from me and throws it in the trash, "go to your room. Now."

I push my stool out from the granite island and stomp up the stairs. I seriously wish I could be mad, but this is just like every night.

Every night she yells at me.

Every night she takes my food away.

Every night I stomp up the stairs to my room.

It's a routine for my mother and I. It's just how my life works: school is shit, home is shit, life is shit.

I lie down on my bed and stare up at my posters. Falling asleep is always hard. Insomnia is my only friend, but at least I have "someone" to talk to in my mind.

Oh god what am I going to do? Brad isn't going to try to pull anything is he? It's not like I wear revealing clothes, I mean come on. I just need to breathe...

My eyes droop closed as I drift into a coma of rest.

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Okay super sorry about the super short chapter but I'm already writing the next, I swear it won't be too bad :3

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