publicity ↠ chris evans

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I left last week to start filming for Captain America. Everyday, I've talked on the phone with everyone. I have an hour break right now, so I decided to call Chris.

Phone call
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Hello?

Hey! I miss you.

I miss you, too, baby. How's filming?

It's fun, haven't had a huge project like this in a while. I'm excited.

Well, I'm glad you're excited. I got a plane ticket to come see you, next week.

I gasp, a smile taking over my lips. Really? That's great! I cant wait.

Me, either. Hey, I gotta go right now. Call me before you go to bed, okay?

Okay, bye.

Bye, beautiful.

Most of the conversations we would have would be short, but I'm glad I'll be seeing him soon. The director said I can bring one person over for the weekends, obviously I was going to bring my boyfriend.

I am excited for this role, it'll be a great movie, and a lot of people will love it. But, I'm a little upset I'll be gone for two months. What if Allison needs someone to help her with Morning sickness? I grab out my phone, texting both Tina and Hemsworth, privately, to make sure someone stays with Allison throughout this whole pregnancy.

I've made friends with this whole cast, some of the actors have been in the other marvel movies, they also gave me some tips on how to improve my acting for this role.

"So, you love him?" Sam asks. He played Nick Fury in the movies, he was the first person I talked to when I arrived.

"Chris?" I ask.

He nods, "do you?"

I laugh softly. "I don't think so. Could be getting there, though." I tell him.

"Has he told you, he loved you?" He asks.

I shake my head, "no. We haven't gotten there yet." I shrug.

"Do you see a future with him?" He asks.

I think about it, I definitely don't see myself without Chris. "Yes."

He and I talk some more, it grows late, I walk to my trailer, and climb in it. Do I love Chris?

I sit on my bed, grabbing my phone. I know that I trust Chris a lot, I do depend myself on him. He hasn't done anything to make me question our relationship; besides that time with Jenny.

I don't doubt him for one second, though. He is a man of his word. My family likes him, my friends like him. I like him. But, I don't know if I love him.

What if he loves me? What if he's scared to tell me because he thinks I don't love him back. I know I can't necessarily control my feelings, but I hope soon I could love him.

I sound cheesy thinking about this to myself, I am mature enough to understand my feelings. I do see a future with Chris. My mom once told me, that when I'm in love with someone, I'll know. I cant rush my feelings.