It's been 4 months and every single day Jacks been gone for the whole day.
I understand that he is recording music and in the long run it will be great but I just miss him and I need to see him
So right now I am waiting on the couch for him to come home and it's 1 A.M
The latest he's ever been home was 6 a.m and left at 5 a.m the day before. Let's just say he did not come home to a happy me
Tomorrow well today we are supposed to go and find out the gender of the new baby but he is probably going to be too tired to bring me
"I'm home" he says really giggly
"I'm on the couch" I angrily say
"Why are you so angry" he says giggly again
"Jack are you drunk?"
"Of course not silly" he slurs
"Jack seriously are you drunk"
"Noooo I'm not druuuuunk I just drank wayyyy to much soooda yeah soda"
"I can't believe you. I've been awake all night just for you to come home drunk"
"Sorrrrrryyyyyy"
"Whatever you're sleeping on the couch"
I go upstairs leaving him probably confused
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I wake up the next morning and walk downstairs to make breakfast. I totally forgot what happened last night until I walk downstairs and see him sleeping on the couch
I sigh and notice he doesn't have a blanket on so I gently place one on him
As I'm making breakfast I feel someone come up behind me and put there hands over my stomach
"I am super super sorry baby" Jack whispers and kisses my shoulder
I continue to cook and not acknowledge him
"Please don't be mad" he says "come on please"
I get annoyed so I turn around and push his hands away
"Please stop touching me"
"I'm sorry"
"I don't care every single day I wait up all night for you to come home thinking you're out making music but instead you come home drunk. Last night was the final straw. Either come home before the next day or get a lawyer and file for a divorce cause I'm not doing this anymore especially with another baby on the way"
"Baby please"
"No okay I'm not going to pretend I'm fine with you coming home late all the time. I barely get to see you anymore"
"I promise I'll change and come home earlier"
"Yes you will because I'm so close to ending this"
"Please stop saying that"
"I'm sorry I just can't handle this"
"Do you want to know what really happened last night"
"What"
"We finished recording and put it out in public and people are loving it and the reason I was drunk is we all had a release party and I wanted to have one drink but it turned to way more I'm sorry"
"You should've told me that I wouldn't have flipped out on you"
"It's fine I deserved it"
