Today is my 6th months of being pregnant and I can not move at all. I can barely stand up without wanting to lay right back down.
I can tell it's starting to annoy everyone that I can't walk anywhere but it's not like I want that to happen
"JAAAAAACK" I call from our room
I hear him run upstairs and he sprints into the room
"What!"
"It hurts"
"What hurts"
"Everything. My body, my back, my head, my feet, everything"
"Aww baby I'm sorry"
"It's just annoying. I want to go downstairs and be with you and everyone but I just can't get up"
"Maybe we should see a doctor"
"But what if somethings wrong with the baby"
"Then we need to make sure he's alright. I'll make an appointment but right now the only baby I'm really worried about is you."
"I wish i could hug and kiss you right now but it hurts too much"
"Aw I hate seeing you like this"
"What if I die?!?!"
"Woah woah woah you are not going to die don't say that"
"But it's a possibility"
"We don't know that for sure"
"But-"
"Baby you will not die so don't say that you're making me and yourself nervous"
"I'm sorry I'm just thinking of everything bad that can happen"
"Well please don't now do you want me to carry you downstairs"
"I'm too heavy"
Without a word he picks me up and brings me downstairs
"Nope you're actually very light"
"What did I do to deserve you"
"No what did I do to deserve you now will soup help"
"Yeah it will"
"Well then I'll be back with soup in any minute. Put the T.V on."
I turn the T.V on and wait for my soup to be done
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A few hours later and Hayden is back home. He sees me on the couch and he looks sad
"Is everything okay?" I ask
"Well it's the last track meet tomorrow and I want everyone to go but you can't walk or stand and dad has to stay and take care of you. So no one can go and watch"
"I will go. There's no way I'm missing it"
"But if you can't even sit up straight how will you go"
"I'm going and I don't care what you have to say about it"
"But-"
"Nope the whole family's going and that's final"
"Okay then"
He walks upstairs and Jack walks back into the room
"What was that?" He asks
"Hayden has his last track meet tomorrow and we're going."
"But you can't walk"
"Well I'm going to force myself too cause we're going. I told Hayden this and I'll tell you too. Nothing's stopping me"
"The doctor is what's stopping you. If we go and they say somethings wrong you have to listen"
"I'll think about it. I mean it's his last one till the summer, and once the summers over the baby will be here and he'll be in high school so we don't know if he'll ever have another one"
"Fine but that means we're going to the doctors tomorrow morning"
"I don't care cause no matter what we're going"
