i am so sad right now
tonight is the night before Hayden graduates and this means that soon i'm going to be left with one less baby
by the way i did not get pregnant again by jack we were actually safe this time
but that's not important
what's important is me and jack are going out with hayden tonight and i'm kinda happy because recently he's been away from the house doing senior student things
me and jack never got to do any of that because we went "missing" or whatever
we obviously didn't go missing but you get the point
"so hayden are you excited to graduate?" jack asks
"kinda i can't wait to get out of high school but then again college is right around the corner"
right right college
"ugh i don't see why you have to leave"
"mom i have to it's an important thing called moving on"
"whatever"
"i'll call you every night"
"yeah but you won't be with me in the house"
"i'm not in the house a lot anyways"
"but you always come home at night"
"sorry mom but i gotta do it. plus you'll still have the twins and lily"
"the twins will be leaving me next year!"
"again you have lily"
"i guess but what happens when she leaves"
"then you and dad get to grow old and live your own lives together"
"so are you going to have any kids?"
"um what?"
"well i need grandkids."
"i'm not even married yet"
"yeah well one day when you and Hayley get married you need to have children"
"i'll keep that in mind"
"do you think you'll want to marry her?" jack asks
"um i don't know" he says but i see him smiling and blushing
"aw you do. thats so cute"
"well i really don't know cause like we're going to different schools so"
"oh well i'm sure if you try hard enough to keep the relationship you will. you guys clearly love each other and i'm sure you will stick around"
"well i really hope so cause i know for a fact i'll try and i want to stay with her but i don't know if she'll feel the same way"
"aw hayden i'm sorry you guys need to talk about it so you guys don't break up."
"i mean we have talked about it before but we never got far in the conversation"
"hmm the sexual tension took control"
"mom!"
"be honest it's just us"
"yeah it's just you guys, my parents"
