"HAYDEN, HUNTER, ELLIANNA COME DOWNSTAIRS" I yell
Today Jack is going on tour and I'm so sad. But I'll try to be happy
Lily's going with him and she's super excited. Im excited to see her and there better be a lot of pictures
They all come down and Jack comes back in the house
"Say Bye. You won't be seeing his sexy face for 3 months"
"Mom you're the only one that thinks dads sexy"
"Excuse me Ellianna but I think I am super sexy"
"Mommy I think daddy's handsome" Lily says walking downstairs
"Cause he is I mean look at his beautiful face. I'm going to miss him so much. Lily you have to give daddy lots of hugs and kisses from me." I pout and Jack hugs me
"Aw baby" he kisses me and a tear falls down
"Don't cry" he whispers wiping my tear
"I haven't been without you in a long time"
"I know but I promise it will be okay. You won't even realize I'm gone"
"Yes I will the bed will be all cold and I won't have you"
"Well at least you have my clothes."
"It's not the same"
"I know it's not. And trust me it's not going to be easy for me either"
"You'll have Lily"
"And you'll have the others"
"Uh okay fine. Now go before I cry"
I kiss him deeply and the kids groan
"Seriously"
"Hey I'm not going to see him. I'm allowed to kiss him if I want"
"It's still gross"
Soon we hear a honk from outside and I know it's time for them to leave
I start crying and Jack pulls me close
"Shh it's okay"
"I don't want you to go"
"I know but I promise you ill FaceTime you every night okay"
"O-okay."
I pick up Lily and she hugs me
"Don't be sad momma I going to be right back before you know it"
"I know but I'm still going to miss you"
"I gonna miss you too"
"Have a lot of fun okay. Call me every night before bedtime and every morning when you wake up. Jack don't lose her and make sure she's safe. I get it if you guys wanna get drunk or party but remember you have my baby with you. Keep her safe"
"Of course. Come on Lily we have to go" i hand Lily to Jack and she kisses my cheek
"Bye bye momma I love you"
"I-I love you too"
They leave the house waving and I cry again
"Mom they're going to be back in three months" Ellie says
"Yeah well they're the only ones that love me"
"We love you"
"No you don't. They're the ones that act like they love me"
"Oh well just know that we do love you"
They all hug me and I cry again
"What are you crying about now"
"You guys love me"
"Are you pregnant? Cause you're only like this when you're pregnant"
"Hey!"