well my baby is graduated
i am so proud of him
the whole entire graduation i spent crying it was crazy. i just don't want him to leave just yet
and yeah i have the whole summer to spend with him but still that's only 3 months
"i am so proud of you hayden" i tell him as i hug him
"thanks. um now can we go to dinner i'm starving"
we all laugh and head to the car to eat
"mommy?"
"yes lily"
"is hayden going to leave us"
"i'm sorry lily but i'm going to have too"
"noooo hayden you cant leave us" she starts screaming and i feel bad
"lily relax"
"no! hayden's my best friend he can't leave"
"hey we have the whole summer to hang out"
"i don't care you're not leaving me" she grabs his hand and kisses it
"you're my favorite"
"aw lily. hey how about this every week we have a sleep over and that way you won't miss me and instead you'll be annoyed with me"
"will we cuddle"
"of course"
"will you be texting hayley the whole time"
"no why"
"no please do i love hayley she's the best. she's like my big sister"
"hey!" ellianna shouts from the back and we all laugh
-
we get to the restaurant we're eating at and lily will not stop talking about hayden leaving
"lily can you please stop we're trying to eat"
"sorry mommy i'm just a little upset that he's leaving"
"i'm upset too but can we just not talk about it. plus it's giving me a really big headache"
"oh... i'm sorry i didn't want you to be hurt i love you momma" she walks over and hugs me
"its okay i love you too" i kiss her cheek and we continue to eat
"so hayden did you and Hayley kiiiiiiiss" ellie says
"obviously she's my girlfriend"
"but was it a romantic one"
"no? why"
"well you won't see each other"
"summer"
"still. you and her need a very romantic kiss and at the end of it you get her pregnant so she can't leave you"
"um ellie please don't tell him to get her pregnant" jack says
"but then we know for sure that-"
"i'm not getting her pregnant okay. i don't want a child"
"anyways can we all stop talking and just eat our food" hunter asks rolling his eyes
"wait speaking of you hunter did you and justin have sex?" ellie asks him
"ellianna! not in front of Lily"
"she doesn't know what i'm saying and she's not even paying attention" we all look over at her and she's very focused on coloring her menu
"anyways-"
"so answer"
"maybe we did" he smirks
"oooo how was it"
"why do you care"
"i just want to know. i'm so single and lonely and i like learning about other people's love lives"
"aw that's so sad i'm sure one day you'll find someone" hunter pats her shoulder and she pouts
"does justin have any friends i need a boyfriend"
"ooo there's this one he's so hot his names Landon he always comes over when i'm there and they're like best friends and mmm- well i'll stop but just know he's hot"
"is he single?!?"
"well no but his girlfriends a bitch and hates Justin and he really wants to break up with her but he has no reason. but i bet if you talked to him he would"
"well give me his number"
"i don't have it"
"why not"
"well he's justin's friend not mine and i don't feel the need having his number in my phone"
"ugh well get it from justin i need a boy and i need one now"
