"Suddenly my heart starts to ache, cause someone else is calling you hers (wife)."
She should be happy..
She should be smiling..
She should have no worries to think about..
She should be..
But then she's not.
She's sad.
She's sulking.
And her head was so full of worries that her heart feels like breaking.
She flew back to her hometown to get away for a while. To escape every bad things that was happening back in Korea. After her dating news came out and the public knew of her dating him, her own fans turned their back against her but she knew it wasnt all because of her dating someone else but because she was dating someone her fans cant accept to be. Him. He was everything she likes about a guy. A warm- hearted christian. A loving brother and a respectful son. A sweet boyfriend. He was everything she likes on a guy but everyone seems to think otherwise.
He's no good for her they say, but they dont know anything. No one knows how everything started, how everything grew to be beautiful as this but why.. why is she sad? Why was she suddenly so worked up? Why was she sulking and why is she hurting?
Its because of a one thing... JANTAE..
Someone was shipping herself with her Taetae. HER TAEYEON. HER KIM TAEYEON. She was lurking around her boyfriend's twitter acount when she suddenly came across one hashtag that says #TaeyeonTheRealThaiPrince. At first she was laughing so hard knowing what kind of a joke their fans can pull of but then her face slowly change with every post, from a mad laughing mess to an annoyed one with her brows all squeezed on her bridgenose making a fine flat line.
What the hell is JanTae? She thought when one posts have a tag on it. After scrolling down pictures of Taeyeon and a girl appeared. Who the fuck is Jan? She mentally asked out. Still, going through tweets she suddenly came across Taeyeon's B-ing commecial shooting, then she remembered that Taeyeon will be shooting with a young model girl. Must be her. She thought as she scroll down her mouse key. Aint cute at all. She commented and with raised brow continued going through the page till it lead her to the girl's Instagram update with a hashtag JanTae. Her brows twitched at that moreso when she saw fans approving and getting board the ship.
"What the heck is this?" She exclaimed, totally annoyed. Just days ago all locksmiths hating on her and now everyone turned their backs at her and shipped Taeyeon with a girl who got to be with her for one day. One fucking day. And she's been with Taeyeon for like ten years and with one dating issue TAENY all went down the drain.
She saw a lot of picture edits, photoshops and even fan fiction links with JanTae's hashtags but what she hates more was pictures of Taeyeon looking at the girl, smiling. Those smiles are hers. Those eyes are hers. Everything about Taeyeon is hers. Taeyeon is hers. So how dare this girl ship herself with her Taeyeon?
Ohh right, not anymore. Not when everyone knows about him and her.
She used to believe that Taeny is real. That Taeny is love. That Taeyeon loves her just as much as she loves her dorky leader. That what they have was something unbreakable, unspoken yet unbreakable. She was Taeyeon"s wife and so is Taeyeon to hers. They were lovers, friends and family. Everything was enough as long as there's Taeyeon and there's Tiffany.
