"Sometimes less means more."
It was a very tiring month for the girls because of their very busy schedule that goes on and on with some flights here and there exhausting them to the extent that they cant practically move their limbs anymore. Thankfully, the DFKC concert last night was the last and tomorrow will be a free day that they can spend it however they want.
Taeyeon who didnt manage to reach her bed and had slept in the sofa, was woken up by the rustling sound of pots and smell of coffee aroma. She yawned, rubbing her eyes off drowsiness as she pushed herself up. Her back was sore due to the sofa's not so soft cushion. She popped her neck to ease her joints there before standing up and walking towards the kitchen to see who's making noises at such hour.
"Sica?" Taeyeon cant believe it, the sleeping ice princess was awake first. It was so surprising to see knowing that Jessica was always the one to wake up last more so her preparing breakfast which is to Taeyeon's opinion could only mean end of the world.
"Morning Tae.. I just want to have some coffee but I dont want to wake anyone up so.." Jessica stuck her tongue out and Taeyeon shook her head, pushing the girl aside and taking over the kitchen.
"Hyo, Soo and Yoona went out to see their boyfriends. Sunny and Seo i think will leave later this afternoon. Yuri and I will go out to see her cousin later too." Jessica informed Taeyeon and she instantly noticed that Jessica left out one of their members, Tiffany.
"She's out with him huh? You never say her plans whenever it has something to do with him." Taeyeon stated as she took two cups of coffee and brought it to the table where Jessica ia sitting lazily on a chair.
"You dont have plans for today?" Jessica obviously was trying to change the topic and Taeyeon let her. "I think I'd sleep in. I have no energy to go out."
"Yeah, I noticed. Youre phone kept on ringing but you never woke up."
"It must be Jan. I'll call her later after breakfast."
"Are you okay now?"
"Ofcourse I am, why'd you ask?"
"You and Tiffany was extremely touchy yesterday."
"I dont think thats something to be not okay with. We're bestfriends and we do skinships a lot for our fans."
"But the question is, are you really okay with it? Tiff can be clingy most of the times, Im just worried it.." Taeyeon finished it for her friend, "Hurts me?" And Jessica nodded, her eyes full of concern and worry.
"I dont know.. Really, I dont know anymore.. It hurts but at the same time it felt so good. I missed her.. Even if she's just few feet away from me, I feel like were worlds apart and I misses her so much. So much that I cant even compare it to words that all I can do is to show it.." This time it was Jessica who finishes her sentence, "By holding her hand like you never want to let go?" And Taeyeon nodded, sipping her coffee after.
"Its easier to do that now than say it. I cant make myself say it." Taeyeon admitted. Since everything happened, its been hard for her to talk to Tiffany, to tell her things most specially those that'll give away what she really feels. Like there's a big wall between them now and she knew it was her who built it and it was also her who'll be able to tear it down but she dont want to. Not now, atleast.
"Im sure she knows Tae. Tiffany always knows."
"If she does, then things wouldnt have been this difficult for me." And Jessica knew what exactly Taeyeon was talking about.
"Sometimes, it takes more than action to know things Taeyeon.. You dont expect to know something without anyone naming it for you. Sometimes, you need words too."
"You know Ive never been good with words Sica."
"You only need three words Tae. Sometimes fewer words means more." And with that Jessica left her with a pat on the shoulders. She's been awfully quiet after sometime till she heard her phone rang, she immediately ran to it and answered knowing who exactly it was.
"Hey baby." She greeted enthusiastically, too enthusiastically if one may say. A sigh has been her answer though. "Is there something wrong?"
"Nothing, I just miss you." Taeyeon knew there's more to it than that. "Jan, tell me whats wrong, please? Ive never heard you sound like this.." Sad.. sorrowful, dreadful. And Taeyeon could make it out with just the sound of her girlfriend's voice.
"Im sorry. Its just I dont know.. I tried not to be jealous Tae, but I am.. Im jealous."
Taeyeon's brows scrunched up, confused with how Jan was acting suddenly. "With who?"
"Tiffany."
"Ohh.." Was what all Taeyeon muttered.
"Ive watched the fancams from yesterday, before I was really happy to see you two together.. But now.. Now.. I dont know anymore Taeyeon. I know this is because youre my girlfriend now, that Im jealous.. Should I feel this way Tae? Should I be really jealous with how close you two were with each other?"
It took some time for Taeyeon to answer and she thinks it was the truth when she said, "No, you shouldnt. Im yours Jan. There's nothing to be jealous of." Cause really, there's nothing going on between her and Tiffany.
"Are you really.." Jan paused and sighed before continuing, "mine?"
Taeyeon was about to answer when Jan spoke up again. "Cause everytime I see you and Tiffany, I feel like Im the third wheel. Like Im ruining something I dont know."
Taeyeon closed her eyes and heaved a deep breath. "Jan, look, youre my girlfriend and you shouldnt be feeling that way, god you shouldnt even be thinking that. As long as Im your girlfriend, Im yours. So stop saying things like that."
"Like what?"
"Like Im cheating on you or something, but thanks.. Thanks for telling me all this, I know being in this relationship with me isnt the most easiest thing to do, so thank you for being honest with me and for still not letting go."
"Thats because I love you." And with that Taeyeon knew what Jessica said was right. That fewer words could mean more, cause as Jan said those three words again, Taeyeon felt like she knew what she's supposed to do.
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