"Torn between options."
"Leaving so early Tiff?" She heard someone talk and her head responded automatically by turning. She was putting on her sandals when Taeyeon came rubbing her eyes off sleepiness. "Its only four in the morning." Taeyeon yawn. Tiffany doesnt want to answer but as she saw Yuri coming just the same state at Taeyeon she said, "I'll be out for the whole day, in case manager Oppas and Unnie asked." It was more towards Yuri than their leader.
"With who?" Taeyeon asked, her brows all squeezed in. making a flat line.
"With Nichkhun." Was Tiffany's short answer before she completely went out of their dorm.
By the time she heard the closing of the door, Taeyeon was already wide awake, more awake in her entire life as soon as she heard the guy's name on Tiffany's lips. Its as if a wake up call that made Taeyeon shook her head and clear out everything she thought of with the last conversation he had with Jessica.
She did not want to think about those things but as soon as she was alone in her room, no Jan to talk to or make her busy, she found herself constantly thinking about the questions and how it relates to the possibility that Tiffany might probably be also in love with her. And now, hearing that sweet voice saying a name that isnt hers, it seemed that all the dilemma she had before all went down the drain.
She's really straight. There's no ways she has feelings for me. Im just a friend to her. Taeyeon shook her head and resumed walking to the kitchen where she took a glass of water.
"Are you okay Tae?"Yuri asked as she did the same, taking a glass of water and drunk it.
"Yeah, I think I just had solve the equation."
Yuri looked at her with a retorted face, confuse with her choice of words. "What?"
"Ohh nothing,I was just thinking of this math problem Im trying to solve for years and I think I know the answer already."
Yuri didnt say anything but she thinks she knew what Taeyeon meant, no rephrase that, Yuri knows exactly what Taeyeon was talking about but she didnt do any commentary and just watched Taeyeon's retreating back.
Her dilemma was to know if she still loves him. If he could still give her butterflies in her stomach,if he could still flutter her and if its still worth to stay with him.
That's her dilemma thats why she personally asked for a day to spend with him alone, far from the noise of the busy city and idol life. They decided to go in a rural place, couple of hours away from Seoul where no one knows them, no paparazzi around and no nosy people.
"Its a good thing for us to reconnect like this. Youve been very distant lately and I figured maybe you were just having some blues because of, well, me and our relationship." Nichkhun said, turning to smile at her before focusing his eyes back on the road again.
Tiffany didnt say anything and looked out of the window, trying to clear her head of Taeyeon. She wont be able to feel Nichkhun if she keeps on thinking about the other girl. "Baby, you do know that you can tell me everything right? That Im here to listen to whatever thats going on inside your head. And that I'll try to help with whatever you need."
