"Cause its only in pictures where I can say we're real."
In the middle of the room sat Tiffany, a mobile phone in her hands which serves as her light through the darkness with Yuri sleeping just next to her. After excruciating and tiring day, her group had went home around three in the morning and all went rushing to their respective rooms to get some needed sleep, all, except for her. She cannot sleep even if she wanted to, her eyes wont let her. Her brain wont give her any peace so she end up hacking Yuri's Instagram. It was after all one of those astonishing things she's good at other than singing and dancing and it somehow became her hobby, hacking on her member's social networking sites from time to time that when she's bored. No one dared to blame her nor get mad at her since everyone find it rather amazing than annoying. Amazing because no matter how many times they change their passwords, Tiffany always have her way on finding out, so none of them bothered to stop her. It was after all no use and besides, they dont have anything to hide to each other.
They dont keep secrets..
Thats what she thought. It was a lie, she know that.
Even how blunt she is with things going on in her life there's still one thing, or rather one person, she's keeping for herself.
Kim Taeyeon.
She was hers. Hers.
But not anymore. Not when someone else is now owning Taeyeon, someone not her.
Tiffany bit her lip as she scanned through the girl's instagram account. Looking at all their pictures theyve taken since Taeyeon created her personal account. All those snap shots they took when theyre bored or just simply wants something to post for their fans, their locksmiths. It wasnt just a fan service to her. It was more than that. Those stares and smiles she gave for Taeyeon, just for Taeyeon, was all real. It was all real for her and stupid of her to not even think that the girl whose Instagram account she's been stalking to feels the same for her.
How can she know that when Taeyeon hasnt said anything about it?
How can she be so sure about it when Taeyeon's not talking about it?
How can she even think of it when all Taeyeon did was stare and smile at her?
How can she know?
I just know.
She just knows. As soon as Jessica told her about Taeyeon being gay, everything made sense to her now. Although, its already too late. Too late for her now. Taeyeon is seeing someone now.
"What the hell?" She exclaimed. Yuri who was sleeping jolted up when she heard the sudden noise Tiffany made. " What happened? What happened?" With closed eyelids, Yuri asked.
"Nothing. Nothing Yul. Go back to sleep." Not wanting to wake Yuri more, she went out to the living room, holding the phone tightly in her hands.
"What the heck? Why the hell did she deleted that pic? Our pic?" Tiffany frustratedly said, trying to keep her voice down as much as she can. She doesnt want to wake anyone up. She stared at the phone again and another once has been deleted. Her brows furrowed even more as another one has been deleted then she looked at the door where she knows that the person who's been deleting the pictures was just there probably sitting on the bed, wide awake.
She clenched her fist tight that if she could, she probably wouldve crushed the phone in it. She stomped her way to the bedroom, not caring if she's tresspassing a territory she's not bound to cross. Since the roommate changed, they came up with the rule that no one is allowed to enter some rooms till they were given permission to, and Taeyeon's room were one of those and to tell the truth, Tiffany hated that rule, she hated it very much that she cannot go to Taeyeon not unless the girl would allow her to. But tonight, Tiffany discarded that rule as she pushed the door open, knowing that their kid leader never lock her door.
"Taeyeon." She said firmly as she pushed the door open.
"Hey Jan baby, Ahmm I'll call you again tomorrow.. I just.. I need to sleep now.. Ohh yeah.. Its's just Tiffany.. Dont worries.. Things are fine.. Yep.. I'll call you.. I miss you.. bye.." Tiffany's brows twitched as she heard the words 'just Tiffany.' and 'I miss you.' She didnt like how Taeyeon referred to her as JUST TIFFANY. Just Tiffany. And more so those three words that she havent even heard from the latter since she came home from California the other day. No, they havent talked since then though theyve been together with the group for the whole-day practices, she just cant find time to talk to Taeyeon, cause its either Taeyeon is busy with the managers and staffs or she's busy talking to her girlfriend on the phone.
"Yes, Tiffany, what can I do for you in this time of night where we should be resting by now? To think that you even violated our rule. My room is off limits. You know that." Tiffany didnt care how cold Taeyeon's voice was, she didnt care how the girl was glaring at her and most importantly she didnt care that Taeyeon seems to be annoyed by her presence.
"Why did you do it?" Tiffany asked, with the same firm tone she used earlier.
"Why did I do what? Can you please be specific?"
"Why did you deleted our pictures?" Tiffany saw Taeyeon's sudden shock with the question being thrown at her. Not missing out how Taeyeon averted her eyes.
"Haters been spamming my account, if you still dont know. Yours and his fans to be exact. And also some locksmiths saying nasty things to the two of us. Arrrghh You know what," Taeyeon stood up from the bed and walked towards Tiffany. "I might just delete my Instagram since all Im getting now is hurtful comments from those immature fans that cant accept your relationship with him. Its not like its my fault that you ended up being with him. God Tiffany. I swear.. Its not funny anymore."
"What? You think I like that too? I dont even want to go in public about my relationship with him, not now atleast but what can I do, the media found out."
"Then you shouldve been more careful." Tiffany was taken aback with how Taeyeon's voice raised some notches. Its rare to hear the leader yell, not unless its something to do the group. "Look, its not my business. You and your relationship with him is not my business Tiffany. But our fans been lashing it all out on me just because your so-called boyfriend is so out in the public about you. Im happy that you two can now freely date, just that, keep it in a down-low, will you? Im the one getting most of the hate which I dont even deserve in the first place, Im not the one with a douche boyfriend, yet Im getting all the h.." Taeyeon was unable to finish her speech when a hard slap connected with her cheeks.
"Ohh god.. Im sorry Tae.. Im sorry. I didnt mean to slap you.. I swear.. Im sorry.." Tiffany apologized as soon as she realized what she did. She was about to reach out for Taeyeon's now reddened cheeks but the latter brushed it off. "Its okay Tiff.. I forgot that he's your boyfriend, so I shouldnt have said some bad things about him. Its just.. Its tiring Tiff.. Im tired. Now if you please. I want to rest."
Taeyeon didnt give her a second glance when the latter went inside the bathroom. She wanted to stop Taeyeon but she froze on her spot, seeing how mad Taeyeon's eyes is. It was the first time Taeyeon looked at her that way. Her face lost its color and tears started to swell at the back of her eyes and tried to control it but too late, she was already crying.
She willed herself to go, with heavy footsteps she went out to the living room and sat herself in the middle of the sofa, pulling her knees to her chest. As she closed her eyes, all she could see was Taeyeon's fierce eyes staring angrily at her and its killing her inside.
Its hurting her.
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