It's YOUR fault-(Cimorelli story)

Chapter 28- Feelings.

Dani's POV

I used to always love going on walks sometimes, I'd even go with Laur in the mornings but that stopped soon after I met Becca of course. Speaking of Becca she hasn't contacted me in almost 3 days now. But I'm not complaining, I hated my life with her, but I wonder why she just suddenly stopped talking to me.

The cold night air whipped against my face as I mindlessly wondered the roads. I found myself at a park my siblings and I used to got to a lot when we were younger. I normally go here a lot to cool off, I think being here brings back memories of when I was young and when everything was easier, and it somehow calm me. I sat on one of the swings, just thinking. About everything.

What happened to Lauren was beyond awful. I always feel like it's my fault. I mean, Lisa did make that pretty clear. But Lauren said it wasn't Kyle, and she wasn't lying because I know when she's lying. Does that mean it was Jason? I mean, it had to be then? Right? But then what Lexie said about him doesn't make sense. Then Lexie herself was another situation for me.

I've only ever been in one relationship before and it was with some stupid, immature boy. That relationship ended soon enough. I had my first kiss with him and it was nothing like people said it would be. All those sparks and everything, they weren't there. And since then I've never really turned a head to any guy.  I've never been interested in Kyle or Jason, sure they're good looking but just not for me. And Sofia, Becca and Lexie, I've always just seen them as really pretty girls. But recently I've been having some really weird feelings towards Lexie, that weren't there before, I think it's because I was starting to get to know her better. I've never felt like this before. Did I like her? No, I can't like a girl, what would mom and dad think? It's wrong. But I can't help it... whenever I'm around her I get butterflies. But then again, liking a girl would explain a lot, it's probably why I've never really been into guys. These feelings were so confusing. I sighed and then kicked a rock in frustration.

"Whoa, easy there tiger," someone says, who had just entered the playground. My head snaps up and I see a blonde haired girl walking towards me, it was hard to make out the features because it was pitch black but soon I realise who it is as she walks closer.

"Lexie?" I say, confused.

"Hey," she said, taking a seat on the swing next to me.

"Did you follow me here?" I asked, still confused.

"No, I just remember you telling me once that you liked coming here a lot and after what happened today I thought you would prefer not to be in your house right now and that maybe you'd want some company," she said, smiling. I chuckled a bit.

"No you don't say," I said sarcastically and she laughed. I could listen to her laughing all day, it's so pretty.

"Why thank you," she said. My eyes widened.

"Did I just say that out loud?" I exclaimed. Lexie just nodded, struggling to contain her laughter. Soon enough both of us were in fits of laughter. She stops all of a sudden.

"What's wrong?" I say, wiping a tear from all that laughing, away from my eyes.

"Nothing, it's just... your laugh is beautiful too," she said quietly. Her blue eyes met mine I stared into them intently as did she. Her eyes flick down to my lips for a brief moment and  we both begin to lean in, my butt now on the edge of the swing seat. Her lips finally meet mine, and I didn't think about what was wrong or right in that moment because it felt right. And that's when I felt them. Those sparks and everything, they were all there and it made me feel ecstatic. Her soft lips parted from mine.  She smiled at me.