To Love and Lost {Ziam Paylik}

Chapter Nine

*Liam's POV*

I woke up and Zayn wasn't next to me. I looked arounf the house and he was nowhere to be seen. I started panicking "Zayn!?" I walked into the Living Room and seen a guitar and Zayns name was written on it in bright red letters. I smile and seen that it had a note attached to it.

Liam, don't worry about me. I just went to visit my mom and thank Doniya for bring me my guitar. Don't come and get me, I'll be back soon. xx Zayn

Why didn't he want me to come? I shrug it off and go to the kitchen to get a bottle of water. I hear my phone start to ring and I see Zayns caller ID. Was something wrong with him? "Zayn?"

"Liam?! Please come to the house. I need you, Zayn needs you." Was she crying? I grab my hoddie and shoes but stay on the phone with Doniya because I was worried. What happened? Were they okay?

"Doniya what happened? Stay with me, what happened?" I lock the door and start walking up the street to Zayns house. As I get closer I start to hear sirens. What happened?

"Its Zayn... please hurry." With that she hung up. I start running. What was wrong with Zayn? What happened to him is the better question. I knew I shouldn't have let him leave me. I see his house in sight and there are cops everywhere and an ambulence.

I walk closer and I see Doniya run towards me. I hold her and let her cry into my chest. "I told him not to do it... I tired to stop him." I look over and see their mom and his sisters on the ground crying. I see people coming out holding a body, Zayn's body. I feel tears fall down my face and I fall to the ground. Doniya holds me and cries more. "He's going to be okay, he will be okay."

She's trying to be strong for the both of us. For all of us. Zayn... my baby... I can't believe it. He was being fixed. I was healing him and somehow he broke again. I need him to stay alive, I need him in my life. I need him because I love him...

{Hours later}

We have been in the hospital for about 3 hours now, waiting for a answer. His mom was yelling at Doniya for not telling her and Doniya was yelling back at her, telling her it wasn't her fault. I've had enough pain and yelling now. I need to step in and stop this maddness.

"Stop! Yelling and blaming each other isn't going to make anything any better! We have to stay strong and hope for the best. Yelling isn't solving anything!" They look at me and then back at the floor. I guess I made since. Yelling wasn't doing anything but making this matter worse.

Safaa and Waliyah were playing on the floor, waiting to hear about their big brother. Safaa was to little to understand what was happening, so we said he just is taking a long nap. I can't believe he did this... after everything I thought he was getting better. I need to ask Doniya what happened for him to do this. She has to know what was going on.

"Doniya, can I have a word with you." She nods and we walk over to the bathroom. We sit in a little room and let ourself calm down before we speak. "What happened? Why did he do this?" She took a deep breath before starting.

"Did he tell you about Ryan?" I nod my head and wait for her to go on. "Well he moved away after his mom found out about him dating and bulling Zayn. That was about 5 years ago. But when Zayn was coming to thank me about his guitar, he ran into Ryan. He moved back to visit family and start school again. He tried to get Zayn to believe he changed and he was just breaking him again. So he ran home and that's when all of this happened. I tried to get him to stop, I really did. I knew I shouldn't have let him walk away from me." She started crying again and I held onto her.

"Its okay, Doniya. You didn't know. Its not your fault. We have to be strong for him. He needs to know we are here for him." She nods and we walk back to the waiting room, me holding her hand to keep her strong.

A nurse was talking to their mom and she was smiling and crying happy tears. The nurse leaves and Doniya walks over asking what happened. "He's going to be okay... he just needs a blood tranfusion. But not one of us has his blood type." I sit there and my mind starts racing again. this isn't good, not good at all. "Only your father has his blood type but he rufuses yo give him the blood for his mistakes."

"What is this blood type?" I ask. They all look at me and Doniya sighs.

"He has OB negitive. Its a highly rare blood type." I nod and run over to the nurse. "I would like to give blood to the painent Zayn Malik." The nurse nods her head and gives me 5 mintues to get ready.

"Liam what are you doing? You don't have the same blood type. I nod my head and look at all of them.

"You're right, I don't. But I have O negitive which can be given to any blood type. I'm doing it for him." His mom cries and hugs me tightly. I look at Doniya and she mouths 'thank you'. If they only knew the real reason I'm doing this for him...

*Zayn's POV*

"What? Where am I?" I walk around the white rooms and look for any sign to were I am. "Hello? Can someone tell me where I am?" I look down at my arms and they are cut/scar free. Where the hell am I?

"Hello, Zayn." I turn around and see a girl with a long purple dress and she had wings. Am I in heaven? Did I really die? I can't be dead! I need to see Liam, I need him. I need to be alive for him.

"Who are you? Where am I?" She laughs and nods her head. She better tell me soon so I can get the hell out of here.

"My name is Azazle. I am an angel from above all. You are in the misty room, before you head to heaven. I see that you are a scared one... don't be scared. Its just what life is. To get out of here, you need to wake up."

"Wake up? I'm sorry but I'm confused. What do you mean?"

She laughs again. "My dear child. You clearly know nothing about death. You right now are in a small coma. The lack of blood has brought you here. So wake up, and you can go home."

"How do I wake up?" She is comfusing me right now.

"You can't right now.  You have to wait until your loved one, Liam, gives you the blood tranfusion." Liam? Oh man, he found out didn't he.

"Oh man, Liam is probabky hurt. I didn't mean for any of this to happen! I just needed to feel pain."

"Did you really? Liam is here fixing you and you are letting him down."

She shows me the memory of Liam and Doniya crying on the street as they watch me be taken away. Then the on in the waiting room when Liam snaps. I cry a it and fall to my knees.

"Wake up! Zayn wake up!" Azazle puts her hand on my shoulder and lifts me up.

"You can't wake up yet Zayn. You have to wait." I nod my head and sit down. I have to wait... just wait.

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Awe Liam! Poor thing! Come on Zayn! I know you can wake up! Anyways thanks for the read and let me know what you think about it in the comments below. And also don't forget to vote for me! (:

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