To Love and Lost {Ziam Paylik}

Chapter Fourty-Six

*Liam's POV*

I woke up today at 7AM so I could get a shower before going to talk to Simon. He said that this was important, I wonder what it could be. I haven't done anything wrong yet, have I? I don't feel like I have, but the hell with it. I step out the shower and dry myself off before putting on my clothes. I walk back into my room to see that Zayn is thankfully still asleep. I shut the door and walk downstairs to grab my keys. Niall was in the kitchen making some tea when he then noticed me.

"Hey Liam! Where ya off to?" I smile and gran an apple to put at least something in my stomach.

"Simon needed to talk to me, said it was important. What ya doing?" He smiles as he pours alittle sugat into the tea and takes a sip.

"Just making some tea for Tylor. He said he wasn't feeling to good, so I'm gonna try to make him feel better. That's what friends are for." I give him a smirk which causes him to blush alittle bit. Awe that's so cute! He has a crush on that Tylor kid.

"Seems like you wanna be more than friends to me." He chuckles weakly before turning back to face me. He shakes his head and grabs two pain killers and sets them into the tea.

"Shut up Liam, I'm confused. I really just want to be friends but he's doing this thing to me and I can't explain it but I want more..." I laugh and hug him before pulling away to talk again.

"That's the weird thing love does to ya. Just give it time alright? You'll figure it out soon." I give him a slight kiss on his cheek before heading out to my car. I still can't get it off my mind what Simon wants to talk to me about, is it for something good? Maybe something bad. He seemed abit off or angry when he called me, I just don't know what I have done. I roll down my window some and let out a small sigh.

I stare out into the beauty and just think of what the possiblities could be. Maybe it is something good, but yet why would he sound upset or angry. Maybe it is something bad, I just haven't realized what I've done. Or maybe I'm just overthinking this whole situation. He's my manager, he would tell me if I did something right or wrong not set up a meeting for it. He would call or leave a slight text telling me what's up.

Maybe its a new thing for me career, like more tour dates and Meet/Greets. Maybe I could have more small meet ups for the fans who don't have all the money to make it out buy a ticket for my concerts. Maybe he wants me to do something more than jusy singing and rapping, but do a clothes line. That would be amazing! But I still have to think on the not so positive side.

What if I'm losing me career? I can't lose it, this is my burning and I love to do it! Simon just can't cut me off short like this! Or maybe they are cutting of some tour spots due to me lack of money raisement. I did take off two years which put us way back. But I don't want to dissappoint any of my fans! I just hope if that is the deal that they could understand. I don't want to break anyones heart, but it is what it is.

I turn on my radio and hum along to the sweet music playing out of this amazing little box. I've never been a big Ariana Grande fan, but she's had some really good music latly. I hum along to 'Love Me Harder' when I see Simon's building outside my view. I pull into the parking lot and sigh before getting out. There was a few fans standing outside the door, screaming and shouting my name. I smile and take a few picture and sigh somethings before I have to meet up with Simon.

I keep moving around in the elevator, letting me nerves get the best of me. But I'm sure that it can't be that bad, can't it? I hope not. The door opens and Paul guides me to his office even though I know ever well to where it is at. But its his job so I will let him do it. I knock on the door with my shakey hand before I see Danielle, his assitant, open the door.

"Hello Liam. Have a seat, Mr. Cowell will be right with you." I nod and she pulls.me into a hug. "Good luck, he seemed pretty off with this today." I nod and thank her, carefully taking a seat. I sit for about 5 mintues as Simon comes in. He smiles weakly at me before sitting down behind his desk.

"Hello Liam, how are you?" I smile and nod, not trusting my voice at the moment. He shakes his head and chuckles at me. "Its okay Liam, your not in a lot of trouble." I shcrunch my eyebrows at him before asking.

"A lot?" He nods and pulls out papers.

"Media has been doing really good work on you latly, and it seems they really want to get back at you. They have taken that Zayn is still under the age and are trying to CYS on you. I'm trying my best to make it less trouble than it already is but it really is hard. You're 21 Liam, this doesn't make your record look to good. I'm trying my best to get them to back off your back but their not stopping. So its come to this conclusion. You have to give up Zayn until he is 18." I take it all in and feel myself shake at the end of his speech.

Get rid of Zayn? No I can't do that! He is my life, I need him! Wait, his birthday is soon! Please don't make me do this Simon!

"Sinon his birthday is in like 3 weeks! He's going to be of age soon! Please dint make me get rid of him, I won't survive." He sighs and shakes his head at me. Please Simon, have alittle heart!

"I'm sorry Liam, but its going to be a hard 3 weeks for you. And I'm not doing this to hurt you, I'm doing this to protect you. And trust me I really do like.Zayn, he's a great kid. But if you want to keep your job, I suggest that he leaves tonight before anymore drama can occur." He stands up and leds me to the door and out to the elevator.

Is he really doing this to me? He knows exactly how I feel for Zayn and he's just making.me throw him away like this? I can't, and no I will not. I will do whatever it takes to keep Zayn in my life as I can. Even if it is only 3 weeks, I won't do it. I will simply not have it! I walk out the doors and hop into my car.

How am I going to explain this to Zayn? How will he take this all in? I don't want to hurt him, but Simon is really making this hard for me. Tonight? Why tonight? Why can't he just leave tomorrow morning so I can spend the last few hours that I have with him? I dint know if I have the little bit of heart to tell him, I can't do it. But I have to... I won't us to always be together, even if this is what it takes. I love him... I won't lose him.

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Short and crappy chapter I know! Its really just a fill in chapter, so I'm sorry! But if you did enjoy give it a vote for me and why don't ya leave me on of those comments there? XD anyways that's for reading and the next chapter will be up soon, I PROMISE! (: KISS KISS ♥

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