To Love and Lost {Ziam Paylik}

Chapter Ten

*Liam's POV*

I just got back from the nurses taking my blood and now I'm alittle lightheaded. But I'm sure I will be okay, I mean they just took blood from me, I've had blood drawn before. I sit there holding my head, okay I have a little headache now. I see Doniya and she's smiling at me. I try to smile back but my head is killing me right now.

"Hey, how you feeling?" She sits next to me and rubs my back. I lean into her, her now holding me.

"My head is killing me. Can you ask the nurse for some pain killers?" She nods and exits the room. I see Safaa run in the room and she jumps on my lap. She wraps her tiny arms around my neck and kisses my cheek.

"Thank you, Liam! Zayn's going to be okay now because of you. Thank you so much!" I try to ignore the pain in my head and hug her back. I see her mom and she wants to talk to me. "Hey Safaa, why don't you go and get a snack then play with Waliyah again." I hand her money for her and Waliyah and she runs out the room. I smile at their mother and she sits in the seat Doniya was before.

"I just want to talk about Zayn. How long as this been going on?" I sigh and look at her in her eyes. I see hurt and worry, I can't lie to her. I grab her hand and begin.

"Its been happeningnfor the past 5 years. He dated someone who he thought loved him, but turned on him at the last second. He's been bullied for awhile now and that's why this happened. Then the person who made him this way came back and he wasn't ready to see them again." She shakes her head and looks at me.

"So that's why he's been acting so distant for awhile now. Why didn't he tell me. I could have helped him." I try to smile.

"He didn't want anyone to know. He tried to control it his self and make it better himself, but it got out of hand so it lead to this. I'm so sorry." She looks at her feet and squeezed my hand.

"Can I just ask why you are doing this for my son? And I want the truth." She looks at me deeply with her eyes and I sigh. I don't know how she will react, but I'm kinda hoping its a good reaction. I don't want to put Zayn in anymore trouble than he already is.

"Its because I'm in love with your son. I know I don't know him really well and its only been two weeks, but I'm trying to fix him. I love him."

*Zayn's POV*

"Hey, Azazle. How much longer do I have to wait?" She looks to the side, seeing what was happening on the outside world.

"They just took the blood for your loved one, Liam. They are now beginning the transfusion." I sigh and continue to play with my arms. I haven't seen them clear in almost 6 years. It asc weird looking at them, but it gave me hope. Hope that I can get better and fight this curse off.

"You're almost there Zayn. Just a few more mintues and you should be able to wake up." I smile at the thought of waking up. But I also wanted to stay here forever. I didn't have to deal with the outside world and it was just me. It was kind of nice, but I need Liam. Because I loved him.

*Liam's POV*

She stares at me with wide eyes, but them laughs abit. "I know your gay, Liam. But my son isn't. I sorry to disapp-" I cut her off and stand up.

"Yes he is! We have been dating for a week now and I love him! He loves me just the same. You wouldn't know because you don't ever spend time with him. This is why he doesn't tell you anything, you never ask him what's happening in his life!" I close and open my fist, so I don't end up breaking something. I never been able to control my anger, but I'm trying. Its not really working though.

She stares at me with wide eyes again, taking in everything I just said. That's not how I intended to tell her, but I got mad. She stood up and hugged me. She went from laughing at me, to hugging me. I didn't understand this woman at all.

"I know, your right Liam. I should get in his life more. I shouldn't be this kind of mother. I want to be there for him at all times. I love him, he's my only little boy." I hug her and let her cry into my chest. I see that Doniya has my pills, which I need. I hand her off to Doniya and take the pills. This was going to be the longest day. A nurse comes in and smiles.

"Well the transfusion went wonderful! You may see him now, but he's not awake." I thank her and we walk over Zayn's room. He laying there, lifeless, and I can't help but feel bad for him. I know this wasn't the easiest life, but I'm going to help him no matter the cost. That's what love does to you. You fight and fight while never giving up.

I sit next to him and grab his hand. "Please wake up, baby. I need to see those beautiful eyes of yours." I don't see or hear a reply, so I lay my head on his bed.

*Zayn's POV*

"Well the transfusion went well. You now have enough blood to wake up Zayn." I smile and stand up.

"That's awesome! Now how do I wake up?" She laughs and flies down to me. She holds my hands and looks at me with those white eyes. Okay, that's abit creepy.

"You don't just ask to wake up, you have to do it yourself. But, you can't right now. The blood hasn't flown through yours yet. It will take nothing but a couple mintues to settle in." I groan and lay on the ground.

"I just want to wake up. I just want to see Liam's beautiful face again." I sit and play with my fingers. I need to wake up soon. I need to see Liam and Safaa, Waliyah and Doniya. They are who I want to see right now. Mainly Liam but therir good to.

"Here. Look here." She points at a wall and I stare at it. I see Safaa with her favorite barbie doll, playing on the end of my bed. I see Doniya on the phone with someone, which she is yelling at. Maybe Dad? Because he is the only one that I don't see. I look over and see Liam sleeping carelessly on my arm. I smile and walk over to the wall.

"Hold on, Lili. I'm coming back soon."

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