To Love and Lost {Ziam Paylik}

Chapter Fifty-Seven

*Liam's POV*

Normally it would take 20 mintues to get to the hospital but with this fucking traffic it took me an hour. With each growing moment, I get more and more anxiety as I worry about Zayn. The doctor didn't tell me any information on him but it could possibly be bad so of course I'm going to go to him. I felt bad for just leaving Niall on spot like that but I'm sure he understands why I had to leave in such rush. I jump out my car and run straight to the doors and up to the front door.

"I'm here for Zayn Malik, I'm Liam Payne. What's wrong with him?" The nurse behind the desk gives me a odd look as a doctor comes out from behind the counter. She whispers something in her ear and he nods, whispering somthing back. But I don't got all day for this whispering about me shit, my boyfriend is in the hospital for damn sakes!

"Ah Liam, I'm glad you made it. I'm Doctor Wells, I had speaked to you on the phone. Come with me if you will." I nod and follow him down the hall, past peoples rooms giving me weird looks. He turns and grabs a clipboard off the wall, writing something down. I can already feel my anxiety reach its peak and I am going to blow any second now.

"What happened to him?" I blurt out, causing him to turn and sigh.

"We are not sure yet. We are still running a few test on him, but we are sure it can't be that bad. I've hear a handful of stories, like someone punching or physically beating him, but there are no traces of fingerprints or DNA samples. Then we hear he was stabbed but he has no evidence of cutting or an open wound. So which lead up to our third conclusion, internal bleeding. We haven't done an MRI yet so that's what we are leading to. Or something else but we are not exactly sure what else it could be. He's in right now and the test results should be back soon after he's done." I nod my head shakily, hoping for the best but preparing for the worse.

I sit in his room he was assigned and wait to hear back from anyone. I sit for what feels like hours but haven't heard anything yet. I feel my eyes getting heavy so that's when I decided I needed a craply cup of coffee. I walk over to the café and order one, the lady behind it smiling weakly at me. "Rough day?" I sigh and nod my head.

"Yeah, my bo- um partner is in right now for possible internal bleeding. I wasn't home when it happened so you know, I'm kinda freaking out right now." She smiles and hands me back my change.

"I'm sorry, love. I know its hard and being inlove. Just hope for the best yeah? Maybe it isn't all that bad." I smile and thank her for her positive energy, slightly giving me more hope. I walk back to the room as I throw away the finished coffee and see a awake yet very tired looking Zayn laying on a hospital bed. I walk in the room and sit next to him, lightly kissing his hand. He smiles at me.

"Hey Li." God he sounds horrible.

"Hey baby, what happened?" He sighs and looks up at the celing.

"I honestly don't know. I was trying to make us a lovly dinner when I felt a very strong and painful pain my wrist. I tried to move it around but it just hurt so much. Then blood started to drip from my nose and I just started to freak out. I've been getting these pains and nose bleeds, but they were never as bad as it was today. I tried to stop the bleeding, but then this big pain hit me in the side and I couldn't move anymore. I couldn't breath and then I started to cough up blood. Then the pain, it happened to my head and it just hurt so much. I was in so much pain Li. I don't know what's happening to me but I just want it to stop and never happen again." He says as tears slide down his face. I quickly wrap my arms around his waist and pull him close to me, letting him cry on my shoulder.

I feel so bad for Zayn right now, he's hurting once again and there is nothing that I can do. I hope there isn't anything bad happening to him, I couldn't bare to see him in anymore pain than he already is. He doesn't deserve this, heck nobody does. I hope they say it was a one time thing so we can go home and forget all about this. Although it might be hard to forget at first, but I know we could do it. Pray for the best, expecting the worse.

"I'm so sorry Zee, I should have been there for you. I would have never-" he shakes his head and presses his lips to mine. I feel him smile into the kiss, causing me to kiss him back.

"No Liam. I wanted you out the house, no one knew this was going to happen. I asked Niall to take you away so I could do this. Plus you haven't see him in along time so I thought you would like to hang out with your best friend again. If I would have know I wouldn't have let you go, I would have came here at the start." I start at him as he carries on and I smile at him. He wanted to do this for us? I swear I have the sweetest boyfriend in the world. But my smile quickly fades when I remember Doctor Wells said this could be something bad. Very bad and I can't get my hopes up to high...

"Am I intruding?" Speak of the devil himself, Doctor Wells comes into the room and puts down a pile of papers on the counter. I swallow hard and try to catch my breath, hoping those papers said something good on them.

"No not at all. Did you find out what happened to me?" Zayn askes worriedly. I rub his back, also very eager to find out the bad or good news.

"Yes we did. Now for the stories I have heard for the neighbors, some said you were possibly physically beaten, but there was no fingerprints nor DNA samples so we checked that off. Next someone said you could have been stabbed, but there was no cut or opened wound so that's good also. Then it lead us to our last conclusion which was internal bleeding, but don't worry that's not it. Looking at your MR8, nothing was busted, cut opened or physically damaged so that's a good sign. But we did end up finding something that wasn't right." I feel Zayn tense up at the hearing of that, which I also do. Oh no, this can't be good.

"What is it?" Doctor Wells gives a weak smile and that's when I knew our worlds would come crashing down. Nothing was going to be the same... what if he's dying? No I can't think of that, not at a moment like this. He really could be in all seriousness. This is the end of my world, just tell me and let's get this over with.

"Zayn, you have..."

*Zayn's POV*

"Zayn, you have Acute Myeloid Leukemia." And that's when my world came crashing down. I couldn't have this... this has to be one of my nightmares, I can't be dying. At least not right now I can't. I need to stay here with Liam, we had so many plans and adventures. We were to be getting married soon and now I don't think we will be...

"You're joking... please tell me you are because its not funny!" Wells sighs and takes a seat next to me, putting on his serious face.

"I wish I was joking Zayn. I really do, because no one deserved to have this disease. But I know you're a strong man and you could make it through this fight. Now we are going to start chemotherapy and radiation therapy right away to try and kill the disease on spot. But I will warn you that its a 50/50 chance. You could survive or you couldn't. Chemo and radiation don't always work for everyone, and if they don't then we will have to start and look at a bone marrow transplant."

I feel my eyes getting heavy and my body getting weak, evertything becoming a blur. This can't be happening to me... not at a time like this. No please let me wake up from this horrible nightmare. "Zayn? ZAYN!" And that's all I hear when things turn black.

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NO POOR ZAYN! But Doctor Wells is right, he is strong and can fight it... right? I don't know, DON'T PRESSURE ME! Anyways, haha, if you enjoyed this chapter be sure to give it a big vote for me and leave me a comment down below to tell me what you think about him having this horrible disease? KISS KISS ♥

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