To Love and Lost {Ziam Paylik}

Chapter Fifty-Four

*Liam's POV*

So my parents are going to be at Ruth's for the week, the same week me and Zayn will be there. He's not even nervous to meet them, I'm more nervous than he even is. He should be the nervous one, not me! But I can't help it, what if they say the wrong thing and set him off? What if they ask about his past and he's forced to talk about, even if he doesn't want to? My parents know nothing about him, just that I've been seeing him for 2 years so. Its all over the internet and as such, who could miss it?

I look over at Zayn whose is smiling ear to ear, sitting foward and looking at the houses. I put my hand on top of his, as he wraps his around mine. I look over again and he presses a light kiss on my forehead. "Its okay Li, I'll be okay. Stop worring so much about it, okay?" I nod and focus my vision back on the strret, pulling closer and closer to the house.

I pull into the driveway and make my way around the car, opening Zayn's door and helping him out the car. He mumbles a 'thank you and grabs my hand as we walk towards the door together. Before I can knock, the door flies open with a girl standing there, wearing a beautiful white dress.

I can tell Zayn is confused as I hug my sister, telling her how beautiful she looks. "Zayn, this is Nichola. My other sister, Nichola this is Zayn. My boyfriend." She smiles at him while waving, him doing the same. She let's us in and I'm introduced to a new guy. This must be Nichola's boyfriend. We greet each other before my mother runs out of the kitchen and wraps her tiny arms around me. I laugh and hug her back, nodding at my father who stands in the door way smiling.

"Oh, Liam dear I've missed you so much! How's my baby boy?" I feel my cheeks hast up as my family and Zayn all chuckle in the background. Oh she knows just how to be a mother doesn't she.

"Mum..." she laughs and looks behind me, noticing Zayn. She smiles and moves me to the side, going ti meet Zayn.

"Well you must be Zayn. You're much more handsome in person than on the magizines." He blushes as he smiles, giving her a slight 'thank you'. She hugs him and turns around. "Well dinner is ready! Eat up!" We all walk into the kitchen, grab a plate with food and sit around the table. There wasn't much chitchat, saving that for after dinner when we sit down to watch some TV.

I'm about to ask Zayn if he wants to go upstairs, but my mom beats me to it. "So Zayn, what's your family like?" She had just turned off the TV and Nichola and her boyfriend now leave the room, leaving me, Zayn, my mom and dad and Ruth. He smiles had sits up, trying to be as proper as he can. Its kinda cute, to be honest.

"Well my mom is the basic stay at home mom. She cooks, cleans and watches over my sisters. I don't have a really good relationship with my father so I can't tell you much about him. But he works and helps provide for my family. I have 3 lovly sisters, one older and the other 2 younger. Doniya is the older one and she's starting college this week I believe. The other 2 are Walihya and Safaa and they are hyper balls of energy. Walihya will be starting 10th grade and Safaa is starting 5th grade." I smile and think about how my he cares for those girls. He would literally take a bullet for them if he had to.

"They sound lovly. I can't wait to meet them. But how was it like as you were a child? I'm pretty sure Liam told you all about his." I feel him tense up under me, but quickly relax as I rub his back.

"Well, I can tell you that I wasn't the best child nor was I the happiest. When I was around 11 years old, I started to notice that I was very different from all the other kids. I would push myself away from them. Thats when I was dignosed with aniexty. It was hard for me, but it wasn't super servire as most people, me only being young. So I did as the doctors and my mother told me and tired to make some friends. Once I did, I slowly felt my aniexty start to go away as I got more social. But then come around 8th grade, I've noticed that I liked... guys. Which it was a shocker to me so I didn't tell anyone but my closest friend who then soon became my boyfriend later on. We came out together, which was really scary for me. But at first, yeah no one noticed because I was a nobody and he was popular. But once his friends started to find out, they then started to bully us and call us all sorts of names. He didn't like it, what he was being called, so he dumped me and told me things like he didn't love me or he only felt sorry for me. That's when I soon became dignosed as depressed and my aniexty started up again. And I started to... self harm at the time. I've did it for 5 whole years, no one ever caring or noticing. I've attempted suicide about 6 times but again, it was never successful. Then your son came along and I've been better."

I look at my mom and see tears start to form up in her eyes. I see Zayn make a face as she did. He really hated when people pitied him. "So I say we watch some football, care to join?" I let out a sigh in relife as my dad noticed then tention building up in the room. I shake my head and pull Zayn upstairs to our room. I knew something like that was going to be brought up. I just knew it.

I open the door up and let Zayn in before I shut the door. I quickly wrap my arms around him, pulling him close to me. "I'm so sorry Zee. I should have know that was coming up." He laughs and pulls away from me, wiping his eyes.

"Its okay Lili, its helps now the more I talk about it. I'm not asamed anymore." I smile and kiss him quick, letting my lips rest on his for seconds. He smiled and moved against my lips, hugging me as we kiss.

"I love you more than anything in this world, Liam."

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Ugggg ashort and crappy chapter! ): I'm sorry, I have writers block again and it doesn't want to work with me right now. But I at least hope you enjoyed this chapter and if you did make sure to give it one of those votes for me! (: and leave me a comment if you can! KISS KISS ♥

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