*I suck at writing smut things so please bare with me (:*
*Zayn's POV*
I dropped Liam's hand, but only from being surprised. How is he still a virgin? Anyone could take this mans sexy ass body. Okay, I've been swearing a lot more since I met Liam. But him? Still a virgin... okay that's shocking news, but I'm not going to stop loving him because of that.
"I knew you would react this way... gosh I so stupid." I shake my head and kiss his lips.
"No, no no no no NO! I'm just taken by shock that's all. I still love yuou for who you are Lili! Virgin or not. But this just gives me a better way to show you how much I love you." I give him my best cocky asshole smirk ever and I think he took it. His cheeks turn bright red and his mouth is open wide. I laugh and close his mouth.
"Don't worry! I won't do anything until you're ready babe. I'm not like that." He nods and sits up, kissing my lips agin. I'm not like Ryan at all, I don't use people just for fun. I'm a sweet and respectful young man if I do say so myself! Others may say other wise, but that's because I was depressed at the time, so of course I was an asshole. But that's besides the point. I'm not going to use Liam.
I feel his hand slip under my shirt, lightly tugging at it. I smile and pull away from him. "Li, at least tell me you have had a blow job or hand job." I see his eyes widen as he puts the pillow over his face. Well, he's a shy one isn't he? I laugh and take the pillow away from his face.
"Babe you don't got to be embarassed! Just tell me." He closes his eyes and shakes his head 'no'. Wow, this man is misssing out on a lot of things. I smirk and go to my next question.
"Do you at least masterbate?" I can now see all red in his face. He shakes his head 'yes', leading me to the next question.
"Well, do you ever want to know what it feels like? A blow job or hand job?" He stares at me, not answering. I smile and grab his hand. I tilt my head to the side and give him alittle, I guess you can call it a slut smile, before asking one more question.
"Liam, do you want me to make you feel good?" I see him nod his head just alittle, slowly moving it. I smile and stand up. "If you don't want it, just tell me babe. I won't pressure you into doing something you don't want to do." He shakes his head very fast, he might be a virgin, but damn he is horny.
He sits up and I begin to take off his pants. I look up at him throw my 'girly' eyelashes and ask "You're sure?" He nods again. I slip off his pants and rub his threw his boxers. I hear his breath hitch, making me smile. God, he's gonna feel so good after this.
I stand up and take my shirt off, swaying my hips just abit. I feel his gaze on my the whole time, but hey, if I was in his postion I would watch him too! Once I take it off, I kneel back down, getting inbetween his legs.
"G-god Zayn, stop." I smile and play with the band of his boxers. I tap his tummy, telling up lift his butt up. He does and I pull his boxers down, throwing them somewhere in the room. I look at him one more time and he nods.
"Well what do you want first? My hand or my mouth?
"I don't care. Just, please." I smile and see the desire building in his eyes. I sit up, kissing his lips and I grab his dick. I feel his body tense but soon relax and I hear him lightly moan. I smile into the kiss and pull back.
I move my hand in light, slow circles and Liam closes his eyes shut. I work my thumb over his tip, getting a better reaction from him. I see him put his head back and moan.
I rub my hand just alittle faster, at a normal pace if you ask me. I kiss his lips and he kisses me back, passionatly. "Just tell me when your about to cum babe, don't be embarassed." He nods his head and bites his lips. I move my head closer, just leaving little tiny kisses along him. I hear his breathing gettong harder, and he's getting hard as well. I lick his dick before wrapping my mouth around him. I hear him gasp before his hand works its way up to my hair.
I bob my head just abit, trying to give him all the pleasure he wants. "F-fuck..." I hear Liam say. Oh and was Liam cussing such a turn on. I wrap my hand around whatever I can't get in. I lick his tip and kiss his dick again. "Za-zayn... I'm c-close..." I pull away and kiss him on his lips, wrapping my hands around him and rub him again. He grabs my face, squeezing his eyes shut before he cums on my hand. I smile and pecks his lips afew times.
"You diffently win the best boyfriend award." He says before wrapping his arms around my neck. I kiss his lips and get up to wash my hand. After I go and cuddle with him. Best morning ever for him.
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