To Love and Lost {Ziam Paylik}

Chapter Six

*Liam's POV*

Why was Zayn doing this to me. First he shows up shirtless for breakfast and then he calls me in when he's almost naked!? Not that I'm complaining though, he's so hot and perfect. When he moved my hand around, I completly lost it. It toon all my strenght to not fucking kiss him on spot. I couldn't just kiss him, he's having a bad life and I can't just kiss him. It would ruin him. Plus he hates being gay so that would make it worse. I couldn't do it.

I ran out his room and down the stairs. I grabbed my keys and looked for my wallet. I looked under the couch for it but I can't see. "Liam? Your wallet is right here." I stand up and look at Zayn holding my wallet. I sigh and grab my wallet. Zayn smirks at me. "By the way, your ass looks great today." He winks at me and walks out the door. He's going to get it.

*Zayn's POV*

We sat in the car and listened to music. Liam pulled up into the mall and this started the day.

{hours later}

"Liam! Give it back!" Liam took away my phone because I was on it and not talking to Liam. He laughed and ran over to the other side of his room.

"Nope! Talk to me." He sticks it in his back pocket and sits on the bed. I sigh and across from him so he could see me. "That's more like it!" He says with a smile. He's always so happy, maybe that's why I like him. That and that he's so perfect.

"Fine, what do you want to talk about." He looks up and taps on his cheek, making it look like he was thinking. I laugh at him and he laughs with me.

"Can you sing to me? I heard you in the car and your really good. Please?"

I sigh and think of what to sing. There's a lot of songs to sing that I like but I want to pick the perfect one for him. Maybe I can pick one that explains how I feel about about him. Then I find it.

On the edge of something real
I have a choice, but I don't know what to feel
Getting tired of all this fear
Before I choose, let me know that you'll be here
Let me know that you'll be here

Cause I'm not afraid to fall
If you're the one who catches me
Tell me that you'll be there when I'm
About to lose it all
Cause you're the one who helps me see
That sometimes it's ok to fall

When I'm far away from where you are
It's ok, cause we're under the same stars
I'm laying down this heavy load
Maybe now I can finally let this go
I can finally let you know

But I'm not afraid to fall
If you're the one who catches me
Tell me that you'll be there when I'm
About to lose it all
Cause you're the one who helps me see
That sometimes it's ok

To fall Oh Oh
To fall Oh Oh
To fall Oh Oh
To fall
To fall Oh Oh
To fall Oh Oh
To fall Oh Oh
To fall

Not afraid to fall
If you're the one who catches me
Tell me that you'll be there when I'm
About to lose it all
Cause you're the one who helps me see
That sometimes it's ok to fall

Oh Oh Oh
Fall Oh Oh Oh
Sometimes it's ok to fall

When I'm about to lose it all
You're the one who helps me see
That sometimes it's ok
It will be okay
Sometimes it's ok, to fall

I'm gonna fall

I finish the song and look up at Liam. He's sitting there with him mouth wide open. I sigh and begin "Liam, I know I've only known you for 2 weeks, but I've fallen complely hard for you. I wake up every morning and seeing you makes my day everyday. You care for me when no one else does, you helped me see that its okay to be who I am. Gay or straight, I have to be real to who I am. And now that I am, I can finially let you know that I'm in love with you Liam. You make me feel, alive! Like there really is a reason for me to live. And I'm so glad that I bumped into that day, because I won't be here and who I am today without you."

He sits there with tears in his eyes, taking it all in. He sits up and caresses my cheek. "That's the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me, Zayn. I've fallen for you, too. I just didn't let you know because you hated yourself for being gay and I didn't want to make it worse. I just wanted to see you get better and now you are. I love you, too." I smile and sit up to hug him. He's such a kind and understanding person.

Liam pulls away and looks at me. "I'm going to kiss you now. Okay?" I nod my head and say "Please." Liam leans in and as do I. Once his lips touch mine, I melt. His lips fit perfectly on mine, like they were made for each other. We even move I'm sync together, taking in everything that we said. This day couldn't get any better.

*Liam's POV*

I'm dead. This has to be a dream. Here I am, listening to Zayn sing and then him confess his feelings to me. And now I'm kissing him. This has to be a dream, but its not. And I have to say, I could be any happier.

I pull away and put my forehead on his. "Zayn, please tell me this isn't a dream." He smirks and pinches me, causeing me to jump. "Its not a dream babe." My heart skips a beat when I hear him call me that. This day just got 100% better.

I lean in and kiss him again. I couldn't ever get tired of his lips, they were so soft and warm against mine. I find his hand and take it into mine. My hands are bigger than his, but they seem to mold into each other. Just like a new toy getting a kid to play with it.

He pulls away and pecks my lips three more time. "I'm hungry, make me food!" I laugh and pull him up on my back. He laughs in my ear, the most beautiful thing I have ever heard in my life. I carry him down stairs and set him on the counter. I put my hands on his sides. "What do you want?" He laughs and smirks again. "You." I get caught off by his answer, him laughing again. "I want pizza, babe. Don't die on me, you look like you seen a ghost!" He says while laughing. I pinch his side and go over to the phone to order us some pizza and watch a movie.

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Awe! THERE FINALLY TOGETHER! *dies* Its okay I'm still here! Never thought it was Zayn going to confess his feelings huh? WRONG! Well as always thank you so much lovlys and don't forget to vote and comment for me! ily ♥

Love, MaliksGirl90 xxxx