*Niall's POV*
When Zayn left, I couldn't help but feel bad for the kid. He's been put through so much in his life and its just getting worse on him. But why would Liam do that to him? I know that he loves Zayn with all his heart and soul. I just can't seem to understand it. I need, no, I HAVE to talk to him about this. Like what was going through his mind at the moment? We need to work this out, because I love Zayn and I really want to still be friends with him.
I stand up and put my coat back on, making my way towards my door. I start walking down the street, trying to come up with some reasons why Liam would do something so stupid like that. Maybe... nope, I got nothing. Why Liam? What's your reason on this? I'm your best mate, you know you can tell me anything. Or at least I hope you will tell me.
I walk into the hotel and go straight to the front desk. "Do you have a spare key for D12? My friend locked the door on me and I forgot my key in there." He nods and hands me the spare set, threatening my to make sure to bring them back. I nod and walk off to the elevator to head over to Liams room. God I hope he's okay right now.
I step off the elevator and make my way to his room. Outside, I hear light cries, screames and breaking noises. Nope, he's not okay. I hurry and unlock the door, making my way inside. There stood an crying, broken Liam with a glass cup in his hand. He throws it towards me and I hurry up and duck. The fuck? OH HELL NO!
I run over to him and hold him. He automatically relaxs in my arms and cries his heart out. I've only seen Liam like this once, and it was a horrible sight. I hate seeing him this way, but he kinda deserved it. He hurt Zayn and now he gets to feel Zayns pain... kinda sorta? Whatever. He wraps his arms around me and I rub his back, trying to comfort him as best as I can.
"He's gone Niall! He hates me and he's never coming back! I LOST HIM!" I nod and rock back and forth.
"I know, I just spoke with him. But its all your fault Liam... I'm sorry but it is." He lifts up from me and stares at me, hard.
"NO ITS NOT! He didn't even listen to me at all! SHE KISSED ME! I knew from the second she came in this room, she was bad news. BUT I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING! You want to know why? BECAUSE HE LOVED THE GIRL! She was a friend and I didn't want to take that away from him! He needs friends so I let it be! BUT THEN SHE CAME AND DID THIS TO ME! TO ZAYN! I'm never going to be able to forgive myself Ni! I hurt him and he's never going to love me again! He hates my guts!"
I just nod and look at the ground. I should have knew that. I know Liam the best, and he would never do such thing to anybody. He's such an honest person, never hurting a soul, NOT EVEN A FLY! I just made it worse for him, god, Niall! You're so stupid sometimes you know that?
"SAY SOMETHING!"
I sigh and look at him. "I know Liam. I can feel your pain right now. Not physically but I can emotionally. But he doesn't hate you, just know that okay? When I talked to him, he told me that he just didn't want to get hurt again. So you have to explain this whole situation to him. Even if he doesn't even try and listen, tell him anyways. I can't stand seeing you like this Liam, I really can't. Once was enough. So put on your fucking pants and go to him! He needs you more than anything else in this world."
He just stares at me before nodding. "You're right. But I need to give him time. I know he needs his space, so please keep a good eye on him for me. Yeah? That is where he is staying right?" I shake my head and sigh, yet again.
"No Liam, he went back to Bradford. I know it doesn't seem like a good idea for him, but just let it be. Give him a few weeks for so and then go running back to him. Show him the real, loyal Liam that you are. The Liam that I know." I see him smile and then he hugs me tightly. I hug him back as a grin spreads on my face. I really didn't think I could last to see him cry like that again. Worse. Sight. In. My. Life.
"Its going to be a pain, but I'm going to do it. For Zayn." I smile and rub his shoulder.
"That's my man." I kiss his cheek and walk out the hotel room. I sigh (what's up with me sighing today?) And begin to walk down the hallway. Well this was a stressful and emotional day.
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