*Liam's POV*
So Zayn doesn't care, which I knew that he wouldn't... haha. Worked up over nothing? I can't check that off of my list of 'what do to'. But now we are walking back to Niall's place and I want to do something tonight. Its been awhile.since we have been on a proper date, so its my treat. I still don't know the place that well, so I might have to go around and check it out. I want to take him somewhere nice, but not over the top nice.
"Hey, I wanna take you out tonight. We haven't been on a proper date in awhile... sooo let's get going!" He laughs and opens up the cabinet looking around it.
"I don't want to go on some big fancy date okay? Just take me to a movie or park and I'll be fine. I don't like you spending all this cash on me." I roll my eyes, wrapping my arms around his waist and pulling him close. I might not be able to see his face, but I always know when he's smiling. I can just feel the happiness radiate off of him.
Just think in the matter of time, I fell for him so hard and not second do I regret a thing. I mean yeah the bad times and fights *big and minor* I regret but anything other than that, not at all. He just makes me so happy in life, more that I could ever think he would. Not even for a second *expect for the little fights* could I ever be upset around him. He's just like Niall, making me laugh and smile. But I think Zayn does more smiling and Niall is laughing.
I hope that we stay this way because I don't want to forget all of over memories that we share. Like breaking up *knock on wood* would just kill me on the inside. I would have to forget all the memories that I loved and remember all the bad ones that I don't. It will be hard and I don't this I could evfer find someone just like him. That could do this to me. He's just... I don't know everything I have said before. My world, heart, you name it .
And I feel like we know ech other very well. I know when he's mad, he can pull the fave with no emotion but I still know what's up. I know when he's happy, smiling and laughing at everything *thanks Niall*. I know when he's hurt, I can just see it in his eyes. And the same for him to me. He knows exactly what I'm feeling at the moment of time. He doesn't even have to come up to me and say 'whats wrong'. He can just hold me and understand where I am coming from. And I'm so thankful for that.
He deserves evertything that I give to him, because he's given me so much I can't even pay him back. He says that he reay didn't do anything but for me its everything I could have asked for. He really doesn't see how much that the littlest things that he does for me affects me so much. I wish he could so he can understand, but that's what it is. So I'm going to do this once for him, but next time I'm doing it for the both of us, weither he likes it or not.
"Li? What ya thinking about?"
I shake my head and kiss his head. "Just about how perfect you are." I smile and then see he isn't smiling. He more of a staring at me in confusion. But why is he? I tell him everyday that he is perfect, why does it matter now?
"Liam, would you stop saying that? I'm not perfect nor will I ever be. Just stop saying that I am." He pulls out of my grip and walks over to our room. I sigh and just follow him. Why can't he just take a compliment as it is? I'm trying to brighten up the mood before the head out and he's ruining it for me. Just take a chill pill, Liam.
"What did I say wrong? I tell you all the time why are you taking offence to it now?" He throws his shirt to the side and turns around to look at me. He has this look, not happy but not mad. Why is he like this all of a sudden? I'm not really liking it nor am I happy about it. I just wanted a nice day out with my boyfriend but not when he's in a bitchy mood.
"Because I'm tired of hearing it! You say it almost everyday and I keep telling myself to just accept the compliment but its annoying now! I'm not perfect so just stop!"
"Why are you acting like this? I just... I'm sorry okay?! I just want to go oyt and spend a lovly day with you but not when your acting like this." He drops one hand to his side and one is on the door. He's holding it tightly so you could see this knuckles turn white. Why is his anger building up?
"Then go out without me! I don't want to go out anymore." He turns away and is about to close the door when I hear the front door open. I don't know or could process what I was about it say but I know I'm going to regret it later.
"Will you stop being a fucking stubborn ass bitch and talk to me without that damn attitude!" I see his shoulders and back tense up and I feel my heart stop. Oh no... Liam what did you do.
"Remember that."
"Zayn... I'm sorry. I didn't mean it to snap like that." I see his head slowly shake before the door slamming shut on me. I didn't mean it I swear, I just didn't have time to process what I was going to say and... awe man I fucked up again didn't I?
*Niall's POV*
I finished me coffee and texted Tylor one last time before walking back to the house I was staying at. I seen Liam and Zayn talk it out beofre heading off somewhere so I hope everything is worked out betweee them. Zayn did look alittle pissed but I'm sure he's okay now. Just as I walked out of Starbucks, damn Tylor decides to call me.
"What? I said I'd text ya later."
"I know, I just wanted to hear your voice one more time today. I really like it. Its so thick Neil." I laugh and kept walking down the street towards the house. I've met this kid back in Bradford awhile ago and he's pretty cool. We've been talking for awhile and I really like him. Like a friend way, I don't know. He's pretty fit and good-looking, but he's not really my type.
"Well I've got things to do today, I got to go alright?"
"Yeah man, okay. Just let me know when you're back in Bradford. Wanna hangb out again sometime soon. Bye." I say bye and put my phone away as.I approce the house, hearing light screaming from the inside. I open the door and call for Liam, hearing his voice.
"Will you stop being a fucking stubborn ass bitch and talk to me without that damn attitude!" I stop dead in my tracks and look over to wear Liam was standing and see Zayn in the door way. They whisper more things before the door slams. I walk over and rub Liams back before walking in the room.
"Hey Zee.." He looks uo and sighs, gentley hugging me. I hug him back and sit on the bed while I watched him set up his gear for video making. He looks at me while handing a microphone chip to me.
"Ready to film?" I nod and put on the mic, and look towards the camera for a red blinking light. When I see one I smile and and wave. Here we go.
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Sorry I haven't updated in while! I've just bee so busy wit school and finishing up the bit kf my community service, but I finished that so I may start updating normally. I've also had a bit of a writers block so I'm sorry for that! (:
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To Love and Lost {Ziam Paylik}
FanficZayn Malik is an average kid living a normal life. Since a little kid, Zayn never had many friends. He was always the quite kid and was bullied constantly. He has depression, anxiety, and he selfharms. His mother has no idea what Zayns life is like...
