*Liam's POV*
I woke up this morning to hearing laugher in the kitchen. I groan and sit up, regreting it right away. But I smile and laugh at last nights memories. A wonderful memory that I know I'm never going to forget. I tursted Zayn with the little I had, and he trusted me. Was the best night of my life. Doesn't this make me a man now? I don't know, its to early to be thinking. I stand up and walk to the stairs, just listening to he was talking. Maybe Niall's back.
"Really? Like full on blow-out?" Yep, that's Niall.
"Seriously. Like I couldn't contain myself, it was just to funny." I smile to myself and lean against the wall. I'm so happy that Zayn and Niall get along do well. Normally your new girlfriend/boyfriend would hate your ex. Wait, did Zayn know that I used to date Niall? Well, I don't plan on telling him any time soon, I don't want to ruin anything. Its better off that he doesn't know. Jes my best friend now and doesn't want me anymore, so that's good.
I walk downstairs and they stop talking when they see me. Then Zayn smirks at me, causing Niall to burst out laughing. I mean its normal for him so I'm not surprised. "What were you guys talking about?" Niall shakes his head and looks at me.
"How's your ass?" I literally feel my mouth drop open. What? Zayn walks over to me and kisses my neck, which I flinch at. I forgot he have me a hickey. I mean I had one before so its not surprising. But for real, WHO DOES NIALL KNOW!
"Zayn told me. Literally though you don't have to be embarassed. Its just funny how you would have sex with him but not-" I wave him off there and look at Zayn, making sure he doesn't catch on. I smile and pull Niall to the other room with me.
"What are you doing!? He doesn't know that we were once together. And I don't plan on telling him any time soon." He makes an 'o' face but looks at me again.
"But what if he does find out? What's gonna happen then?" I sigh and close my eyes. I really don't want him to find out through something or someone else. I just want it to stay the way that it is now because there is no worry. I don't know why I'm so worried if he would find out, I just am.
"Well just go with it." He nods and we make our way back to the kitchen were Zayn was. He gives me a questioning look but I tell him to just brush it off. He does and I'm thankful. I just don't want any drama...
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Its been a couple hours not and me and Zayn are just laying on the could, cuddling. Niall went back over to Harry's to work on more songs as such. He's been working hard, all of them are. And they are getting really good, more of pop then anything.
Zayn plays with the little strands of my hair, on the back of my neck. I smile an snuggle closer into his chest. He was shirtless so I left little kisses against him. He lightly sings into my ear which slowly puts me to sleep. His voice is just that amazing.
"My heart's against your chest, your lips pressed to my neck. I'm falling for your eyes, but they don't know me yet. And with this feeling I'll forget, I'm in love now. Yeah I've been feeling everything, from hate to love, from love to lust, from lust to truth. I guess that's how I know you, so I hold you close to help you give it up. "
I loved the song 'Kiss Me' by Ed Sheeran. It was a very beautiful song."So kiss me like you wanna be love, you wanna be loved you wanna be loved. This feels like falling in love, falling in love, we're falling in love."
He smiles against my head, where he left kisses. The more he sings, the more he plays with my hair, the more I feel myself falling deeper into sleep. I'm trying to stay awake so I can pay attention to his beautiful voice, but its hard to keep my eyes open now.
"Go to sleep, Lili. I love you." I smile and wrap my arms around his torso.
"I love you more."
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Yes I know its short and yes I know it SUCKED! But hey I'm brain dead, don't blamr me! But anyways yay another chapter? Idk sorry I'm just hyper today XD but I hope you enjoyed this book, chapter thingy and please don't forget to leave me a comment and give me a big vote! (: KISS KISS ♥
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