To Love and Lost {Ziam Paylik}

Chapter Fourty-Seven

*Zayn's POV*

I woke up and the room was oddly cold. Liam was also not next to me when I woke up this morning, that's odd. I got a shower and put on a sweater with some black skinny jeans and my favorite black converse. I decided to leave my hair down today because its growing out and I need a hair cut. I walk downstairs and join Tylor, Niall and Doniya on the couch, styuill no sight of Liam anywhere. I wonder where he has go off to?

"Hey guys, where is everybody?" Doniya smiles, patting the seat next to her whick I gladly take. Niall pauses the movie or ehatever they were watching, making Tylor groan in annoyence.

"Well the boys left to go to the studio which I will attending later after I drop Tylor.off at the Airport. Ruth and Steven has gone back home and Liam.should be here any mintue now. He said he's got some news for us." I nod my head and watch the TV with them, waiting for Liam to make his arriveal.

The door opens up which makes me up onto my feet and walk towards the fdoor where Liam was standing. Normally I would get a nice, loving welcome presents from him but I don't feel it today. Its more of a cold presents. I'm not sure if I'm liking it all that much. I hug Liam and kiss his cheek, giving him the best comforable smile I can. He doesn't hug me back nor does he smile. He just stands there as I wrap my tiny arms around his body.

He pulls me off and walks to the Living Room, brushing us all off his sholder as he sits far from where I was sitting. Did I do something wrong? I don't believe that I did.

"Liam? What happened at Simon's?" I sigh and knew that it wasn't good news, hoping that it will be at least okay.

"Zayn... pack your bags. Your leaving to go home with Doniya." I literally feel my heart ache at his sentence. Normally I would ask what's going on but the sound in his voice is stopping me for doing so. Its wasn't happy or sad, yet rather angry. Is he angry with me? Have I don't something wrong? All I do is nod and slowly stand up, but Doniya pulls me back down.

"Why? Why is he leaving with me?" Doniya asks.

"What did Simon do?" Asks Niall.

He sighs in fustrastion and puts his head in his hands. "Its not Simon, well it kinda is but that's not the point. This media group found out that Zayn is underage and I'm overage. Now they are making me look like a Child Malister. Until he is over age which is in about 3 weeks, I can't been seen with him. It will ruin my career if I do." I feel pain in my heart and tears about to flow but I don't let them.

"So what your job is now more important than me?" He growls and stands up. I've never seen him this way and I'm actually scared. Why did I have to open my mouth.

"I never said that! I'm sorry if it seems that way but I love my career and I'm not going to lose it over this dumb ass bullshit. You know you mean more than the world to me but I can't lost the thing that I love. Its all I have left to make money, Zayn! I don't want to lose you either but it is what it is. Just go home so then we can come back together. Its just 3 weeks." I nod my head and sigh. Why am I doing this to him? I should just go and not return.

I feel his arms wrap around my waist and I hestitate to hug him back. When I do I feel something drip on my shoulder, is he crying. " Liam... don't cry. Look I'm going to go with Doniya, okay? Everything will be alright. Before you know it these 3 weeks will be up and we will be back together. I'm sorry I got you into this mess in the first place. Don't worry love, I'm sorry I made it seen like you didn't care for me. I know you do, I was jist taken back that's all." He nods and kisses me forehead.

I'm sorry it had to be this way, Zayn. But Simon said that it was the only thing he could do to save me. To kinda settle this shit down. I'm sorry, baby, I love you so much I just don't want to lose you." I kiss his lips and rest my head on his. It will be over before you know it Lili.

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{Half a week later}

"Hey there! So I'm Zayn Malik as you know and this is my song called '18'." I'm doing a small hang out in the local park in Bradford as my fans here asked for. I couldn't say no so here I am doing it.

" I wish that I was eighteen
Do all the things
You read in a magazine
I'm not saying I wanna be Charlie Sheen

He's just a little bit older
But I want to get to know him
He said it's already over

So tell me what else can I do?
I bought my fake ID for you

He told me to meet him there
I can't afford the bus fare
I'm not old enough for him
I'm just waiting 'til I'm eighteen

Oooh

I think he wants to get with me
But he's got a job in the city
Says that he's always too busy

He's got a naughty tattoo
In a place that I want to get to
But my mom still drives me to school

So tell me what else can I do?
I bought my fake ID for you

He told me to meet him there
I can't afford the bus fare
I'm not old enough for him
I'm just waiting 'til I'm eighteen

You got me waiting in a queue
For a bar I can't get into
I'm not old enough for you
I'm just waiting 'til I'm eighteen

In my bedroom thinking of him
His pictures in my private folder
I know one day that I will hold him
I'll make my move when I get older
Make my move when I get older

He told me to meet him there
I can't afford the bus fare
I'm not old enough for him
I'm just waiting 'til I'm eighteen

You got me waiting in a queue
For a bar I can't get into
I'm not old enough for you
I'm just waiting 'til I'm eighteen

I'm so sick of waiting 'til I'm eighteen"

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Yay! I got the chapters in today that I said I would! I'm proud of myself (: But anyways I hope you liked it and if ya did give it a vote for me and leave meh one of dem comments please. KISS KISS ♥

Random Question: Did you get to go to Derpcon? IM FREAKING MISSING IT )':

Love, MaliksGirl90 xxxx