To Love and Lost {Ziam Paylik}

Chapter Eleven

*Zayn's POV*

I open my eyes, which was a huge mistake. I close them again and groan. I feel something heavy being lifted off my me and I sigh. Thank god. I feel a hand grab mine, but I only hear mumbling. I move my head and try to open my eyes again. It wasn't as bright this time, but it still hurt my eyes. Then I hear someone yell. So much for having headache.

"He's awake! Come quick he's awake!" I feel my eyes open again but the person who yelled ran out the room. I look around and I see wires, tubes and bottons. I did it, I woke up! Good because I really need to see Liam. I can't wait to hold him and kiss him again.

A doctor came in and smiled at me. I smiled back and tired to sit up, but I failed. He laughed and look down at my papers. "Good morning Zayn. Can you just wiggle your fingers abit for me?" I did what he said and moved my fingers. "Okay, I going to have a nurse come in and give you a few pain killers. But after all you should be feeling fine. From your lost of blood your memory is a blur but I'm sure it will come back soon when the transfusion kicks in." I nod and he leaves the room.

I nurse comes in and sees me. She pulls her shirt down more, showing more clevage. I roll my eyes and she hands me the pills and water. I take them and she winks at me. Before she leaves I speak up. "Oh, and I'm gay. I have a boyfriend so I'm not intrested." She sighs and walks out the room. Okay that was great.

I see a boy walk in and smiles big. I smile big and sit up this time. Liam runs over to me and hugs me. I hug him back, feeling tears coming to my eyes. I rock him and we stay like this for awhile. I feel my tears run down my face and I hold Liam closer. I'm not ready for death, I'm not ready to lose Liam. He's all I need in my life.

I pull away and kiss his soft pink lips. He kisses me back, tears or not. I hear someone cough and I pull away from him. I see Doniya and I cry more now. I let her down, I let them all down. She comes up to me and hugs me, rubbing me back and telling me everythings okay. I kiss her cheek had pull her into one more hug.

"I'm so sorry you guys. I let you down when you were helping me. I'm such a fuck up, but I swear I will get better I will!" Liam smiles and kisses the cornor or my mouth. I smile and let out a huge sigh. I'm glad everything is going to go back to normal. I look at my arms and see pain and regret. Scars are fading and my new cuts are patched up and clearing up. This was going to be no more. I seen my arms clear and I'm going to make that a real thing. I'm determinded and no one is stopping me.

"Alrightly Zayn. You are able to leave today, just take everything easy, get a lot of rest and take some pain killers to ease the pain for now. I'm going to prescribing you with some antidepression pills and you only take one every other day. So I'm going to get that done and I'm going to let you get ready." Doniya leaves with the doctor and Liam stays here, smirking at me.

"What?" I giggle and he walks over to me after he closed the door and curtain. He climbs onto of the bed and kisses me. I kiss him back and hold his face. He moved down to my neck and sucks and nips at it. I studder under his touch and let out a little moan. "L-liam. I need to get dressed and we have to leave." He pulls away from my neck and kisses my mouth again. Come on!

I push him off of my and walk over to get my clothes. I stummble abit because I'm alittle lightheaded. Liam runs over and hold me up. He helps md put my shirt on and I pull my pants up. I grab my beanie and Liams hand. He signs me out and grabs those pills I really don't want to take. But I'm going to if I want to get better for him. For everyone.

We meet Doniya at the car and she speeds off. I lay my head on Liams shoulder and close my eyes. He kisses my forehead, letting me drift off into a deep, peaceful, sleep.

*Liam's POV*

I carried Zayn up to his room. I'm just so glad that he is okay. Of I would have lost him, I don't know how I would have lived with that. I loved him more than anything else in my life. I lay him down on the bed and I was about to leave, but he pulls on my jacket. "Stay with me." I smile and lay in bed with him.

"I'm sorry, Li. You tired helping me and I let you down. I'm probably the worse boyfriend ever." I shake my head and kiss his lips. He smiles into the kiss, which makes me happy. He loves me and I love him. Zayn Payne. Liam Malik. We weren't even in a steadly relationship and I was already mixing our names together.

"Your the best boyfriend, Zee. You trying for me and your become a better person. That's the best thing ever. Your trying to get better for me." He snuggles into my chest and I wrap my arm around him. This was perfect. He fits into my body just perfectly.

"I love you, Liam. I'm glad you came into my life." I kiss his head and I feel myself falling asleep. I'm going to sleep good tonight. I now know that he's going to be okay and he's alive. That's what I need to have a good sleep. And now I know. I'm so thankful I went look for him that day, because none of this would have happened if I didn't.

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Yay Zayn is okay! Now I can sleep knowing he's okay. xD Thanks for the reads my loves and don't forget to vote and comment for me. Thank you and I hope you enjoyed this chapter. (: and I'm sorry if it was a shitty chapter. I was just trying to get it done with.

Random Question: What time do you normally fall asleep? I fall asleep at any time. It doesn't really matter to me.

Love, MaliksGirl90 xxxx