To Love and Lost {Ziam Paylik}

Chapter Twenty

*Zayn's POV*

"Come on Doniya! I need help, just pick a color! Blue or black?" I called up my sister to help me pick out my outfit for me and Liam's first date tonight. I've only been on two dates with Ryan and they were movie dates. But Lia said this was going to be bigger and better. So as for that, I wanted to aleast look nice. I hear her laugh and I roll my eyes. She's literally no help at all right now.

"As I said before, whatever looks the best on you. I'm sure Liam's not going to care what you wear." I sigh and sit on the edge of my bed. She just doesn't get it. If the paps find us and I look like a hot mess, that's it for me. I pick the blue one and smile at meself, tapping my back for a good job.

"Alright, thanks for thing. I got to change now, have a good night darling!" She laughs and blows me a kiss.

"Night Zayn, enjoy your date and tell Liam to use protection!" I hang up and fall on the bed laughing. I don't think me and Liam are going to have sex for awhile. Plus I don't think he knows I'm not a virgin. I lose it to the person I hate the most now, Ryan. I can't believe I let him take advantage of me like that! But I know if I did with Liam, he would never do that to  me right, he would make love me. Not just have a fuck. And if your asking by now, I'm both top and bottom. Me and Ryan took turns, so I roll both ways I guess. I like take charge and I like it when they take charge of me. What? I'm a kinky boy.

I put on the blue shirt and smile. It finally feels good tovwear a shirt and show my arms for once. And I smile big when I see the scars fading and the cuts turning into scars, which will slowly fade. 4 weeks clean. I've never been happier in my life. I slip on my black vans and run to the bathroom to fix my hair up. Still don't want to look like a hot mess. I hear the doorbell ring and I groan. Why could possible be here now? At this hour!?

I run down the stairs and open up the door, smiling when I see Niall standing there. "Hey Ni! Sorry but Liam isn't here right now. Maybe you could text him." He laughs and takes my hand.

"You look fantastic Zayn. And I'm not here for Liam, I'm here for you." I swollow and look around to see when Liam was coming to get me. I mean I like Niall and all, but he is making me unconfortable right now. He laughs at me and let's go of my hand. Why is wrong with this kid.

"Relax, would ya? I'm not going to rape you. Liam sent me here to pick you up for you 'date'." I calm down abit and smile. He sent Niall as the driver? Awe, how seet is he. I lock the hotel door and we walk over to the car together.

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"Good evening Mr. Malik. Your table awaits over here." I nod and follow the man over to my so called table. He pulls out my chair for me and I think him very much. As I sit and wait for Liam, he pours me a glass of wine and leaves me be. I drink abit and smile at the fimilar taste. I haven't drank alcohol in about 3 years. I also had a bad drinking problem with the bulling and things as such.

I feel lips press to my cheek and I smile when I see Liam standing above me. "Babe, you look beautiful tonight." I blush and look down at my feet. He's just so sweet to me when I haven't done anything for him. But I will soon, you will just have to wait and see.

"Liam, you know I don't like you spending all this money on me..." He smile and looks back at his menu. But it was a dessert meau, not a food one. And I also notice a didn't have one either. Did he already order?

"And this is our first date, Zayn. I'm going to spend as much as I please on you." I smile and lean over the table, leaving him a quick peck. He smiles and hands me the dessert menu, making me pick. I'm going to try and pick the lowest amount on here, but they all cost about the same. So I picked the brownie dessert with vanilla ice cream.

"Babe, you know me so well." I tilt my head and give him a heart warming smile. I knew that he loved his brownie, just couldn't keep him away from them. Our dinner comes and we eat together, talking about the future and things as such.

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*Liam's POV*

I think Zayn had a lot, yet enough to drink for the night. He's laughing at everything and complaining about his clothes being to tight. I laugh and smirk at him. He doesn't know that I'm still a virgin, and I'm hoping he doesn't find out soon. That would just be embarassing. I mean maybe he is still a virgin, too. He doesn't look the they type of person to have sex. But then again, I won't know.

"Okay baby, let's get going. I think you have had enough for tonight." I leave a small tip for the waiter and help Zayn out of his seat. He holds on to me and we get in the van to go back to the hotel.

Once we made it Zayn attacks my neck and grabs on to my butt and crotch a few times. I can't help but let out alittle moan as I opened up the door. He pressed me against the wall and looked into my eyes, them filling with lust and love. But I don't want ti do anything with him tonight. One because he won't remember in the morning and two, I don't wanna tell him yet. So I have to keep it slow and not go anywhere further.

"Zayn, not tonight. Maybe some other time okay baby?" He pouts and then drags me to bed. He tries to take off his shirt, but he's having troubles. I laugh and help him take it off. He sways his hips abit, teasing me aong the way. I take his shirt off and he takes mine off. I lay in bed with my pants on and wait for his to take his off, then cuddle with me. Once he does I wrap my arms around him and kiss his forehead.

"I love you Zayn."

"I love you, too."

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