Broken Child

mother 3

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I am lost

Save me

Help me

Find me

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Waiting
Waiting is what Andy did the following days , Waiting for 'mother' To come back for him , To hug him and kiss him , To tell him that she loves him , that he should not Worry anymore and he Will finally know how it feels to have a mother ...

So he slowly walked to the front door and sat there holding the story book for dear life or for 'dear mother sheep'
The house was kinda dark but not too dark , he could see what s around him
He thought he should wait for her maybe when she comes back she'll like him , he didnt want to wear his pajama because he wanted to be presentable ....
He curled on himself to get warmer and he slowly drifted to sleep

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"I brought you some food " a petite woman whispered as she gave the boy a piece of bred and cheese

"Come on and eat before he comes come on "
the woman cut the bred to tiny pieces and fed the child

"I'll bring you more food tomorrow okay .. Get some rest "

Screaming

Beatings

Screaming

Hungry

Scared

"H-hey sweety ..oh god what did he to you " the woman cried as she examined the little boy , tears were frealy running down her face , her bruised face , the little boy reached to wipe some of it with his tiny bruised hands , he then opened his mouth and pointed to his tumy with a little soumd "ah"
The woman's silent tears turned to sobs and whines not really knowing what to do

"I know its been four days I- I am so -so sorry Rey I dont have food I uuh I..."

She wiped her tears with the back of her trembling hands
"Rey.. I - I'm leaving I am so - s-so sorry I can't take it anymore I can't...b-but listen I promise I 'll go to your m-mother and I will tell her everything and she - she'll come for you..." 
She knew that he didn't understand a word she said , she just needed to leave she looked at him one last time and turned and right before closing the door she heard a small "maamuh" ...

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"...ke up Andy.."
Andy woke up breathing heavily and sweating looking around him
"Shshsh its okay Andy I'm here its okay...it's okay breath ...breath.."

"So-sorry u-hm sorry" mumbled Andy trembling and scared from the dream he had ,he wasnt sure if it was a dream or a memory
"It's okay Andy .. are you with me ? "
The boy nodd a yes not wanting to anger alex or worry him anymore

"Okay Andy tell me , tell me what you doing here its cold you should be in your bed huh ? "

"Uh- l um- w-wait " he looked unsure looking at Alex

"Waiting  ?  For what  ? "

"U-um w-Waiting ma- uh mother"
Alex froze for a moment taking in mind what Andy just said

" she left Andy , I ... I Will tell you when she comes back okay .."

A few days passed and Alex still found Andy sleeping by the door .
The boy looked more miserable than he already is and Alex couldn't take it anymore

"She is not coming back Andy get this in your head ... She left you she is a fucking bitch ..."
Alex dragged Andy up stairs to his room he tried taking off his clothes and gave him new ones but andy held himself tighter not wanting To change the Nice clothes he had

"Mother c-come see n-no g-good clothe-s n-no pl-plea-se"

"I said change Andy you've been wearing these for days come on "

"No please m-other come b-ack see n-no good an-dy "
Alex put his hands on Andy s shoulder shaking him and yelling

" she is not coming back. She fucking left you , she left you , forget about her ..."
Blinded by anger and hate Alex didnt relize how much he scared the boy
Andy was trembling mumbling apologies over and over again
Yelling
Screaming
Always led to beatings and pain
He brought his shaking hands to his ears
He doesnt want to be hurt

Please

He is scared

Stop please

Alex froze looking at what he just did causing Andy to panic , he quickly let go of his shoulders and as soon as he let go the boy went to his old corner holding his knees to his chest moving back and forth and mumbling sorrys and pleases
He doesnt want to go back to the beatings and pain he was being good or so he thought .....

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'How strange life can be .. Giving some people everything while taking from other and leaves them with nothing but pain and sorrow and depression..
How unfair life is how, cruel and miserable ... I never knew it till now ..till i see a victim infront of me ..a victim of life's cruelty.. I somehow know that Andy is far from normal ... His mental health is a mess
Its not easy for a boy who never knew tenderness to act tender ..
Its not easy For a boy who never been loved to love .. I knew from the moment I entered the bathroom that very first day and saw the boy's bruised and scarred body that it will not be easy ......'
Alex sighed and closed his notebook .. He gently walked to the sleeping boy pushed his hair away from his face and softly kissed his forhead and whispered " everything will be okay little one "

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