Broken Child

to late

"After everything you do for him ... You fucking moved your job to your house just to be by his side Alex ... I just can't believe it .. He is just being dramatic.." yelled Tony frustrated

"He is not dramatic Tony ... He is just... Something triggered him I'm sure" Thomas answered back

"Something triggered him ? Every Fucking thing triggers him .. When you look at him ..he is triggered.. When you laugh in front of him he is triggered .... That's too much .. He is messed up ... He is fucking crazy "

"Hey .. Watch your language boy what the hell "

"I'm sorry Thomas I'm just so f..freaking angry .."

Alex was just sitting there listening to them arguing .. Should he blame himslef .. Wasn't he careful enough to watch him .. He thought He took all of his blades and threw them .. He thought it's a period and it will go .. He thought everything was okay
.. Why would Andy do this ...

The doctor came out of his room with a hopeful look on his face
"He'll be just fine .. The cuts were deep but thank God you brought him here in before it's too late .. You can see him if You want .. He is just a bit tired"

"Thank you doctor"

Alex looked at both his father and best friend and walked inside Andy's hospital room to see him laying in bed with his wrists bandaged .. Oh how much he grew tired of this scene it's like a déjà vu to him.. He hated it so much .. This time he was to close to death .. He can't deal with it ... He really can't deal with losing him or anybody close to him

Andy could see the disappointed look on Alex's face .. He knew he messed up .. He wished he was dead by now .. Why can't anything goes the way he want .. He is ashamed .. He hated how he felt he hated himself .. For being weak .. For being himself and even for existing.. He was looking down with teary eyes but he could feel Alex staring at him ..

"I thought I was taking care of you..." sniff
"I thought I .." Alex wipped his falling tears
"What do you need ? Huh ... Is something bothering you ? Tell me .. You dont think about how this affects me Andy ? Why .. Why so selfish ... I'm tired of this fucking hospital .. I'm tired of seeing these bandaged wrists.."

"I'm so--"

"Don't you dare .. Andy don't you dare say another useless 'sorry' I Don't need that shit.. I stay up day and night looking out for you .. Making sure you won't need anything ..I keep watching my movements just to not do anything that would triggers you .. Do I not deserve any small effort from you ? Huh"

Andy was sobbing by now .. Alex was yelling at him .. This is the first time Alex yelles at him like this .. And he is terrified

Oh how he wished he was dead by now

"This is the last time this happens do you understand.. If this happens again .. I won't forgive you . "

...

Days had passed and Will still came over when Alex and Thomas weren't home .. He'd come and attack Andy and threatens him to not talk about it to anyone.. Andy was a shell of a person .. He stopped talking .. Just simple 'yes' and 'no' .. His skinny body became even skinnier .. His dark circles are now darker ..
Poor Andy taking all of this pain and suffering .. He knew it .. He knew it is what he deserves he knew he doesnt deserve to be happy ..
This is his life .. His master's voice keeps running in his head

You are nothing but a toy for people to play with

You are nothing but a slut

You deserve pain

You deserve to be punished just for existing

No one will ever love you
Who would love a dirty nasty stinky whore like you

Know your place you bitch
Your place is at my feet .. You are nothing but a insect that I can crush with my foot

He knows that's all he is .. And he acceptes it because he has no other choice
Happines isn't made For him ..

..

'I warned you. now this is your fault'

"What the hell " Alex said as he read the message he just recieved on his email .. He never found who been sending him these messages .. He told the police but they did nothing  .. Was this psychopath who had Andy is that powerful that even the police couldn't get to him..

His phone rang when his was having dinner with Andy .. Revealed a strange number

"Hello?"

"Hello .. This is the police talking . we found your number on the latest calls that mister Thomas winter had ... There has been an accident and he is at the hospital right now......"
Alex couldnt hear more.. He dropped his phone and ran to get his car keys while Andy following him ....

They all gathered at the hospital waiting for the doctors to come out ..
Alex was walking back and forth while Tony was leaning on the wall and  Alex's grandma came over running when he called her.. And Andy.. Well Andy never experienced anything like this .. He is scared out of his mind .. What is happening.. He just stood there following each of Alex's step
Even the police were gathered talking about whatever they were talking about bit Alex smelled something fishy

"Did your father had enemies ?" one of the policeman said everyone looked at him shocked

"Why?"

"Because this isn't an accident. Someone hit him on purpose"

And then all Alex could see were those messages he had been recieving

"Messages"

"What did you say ?"

"I have been receiving threats .. I told the cops about and they did nothing "

"Can you tell us what kind of messages .. Do you have enemies?"

He turned and looked at Andy who was looking back at him

"No but.. Yes .. I .. There are people who want Andy back .. And .. And they were telling me to .. To take him to them or they will hurt some one but I ...I ignored it ..I ..."

Alex was crying hard now he couldn't take it while everyone were looking at Andy .. And Andy was looking at Alex with wide teary eyes .. Hands trembling and heart beating faster and faster he even thought it would come out of his chest ...

Then the doctor came ....

"I am so sorry .. But it was too late ..."

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