Broken Child

I miss you , Alex

Andy looked at his own reflection on the mirror he saw how disgusting he is . be kept scrubbing his tongue to take off all of the other's taste. He flinched when the door slammed open and the old man that been Fucking his face was on the floor in front of him and an other tall man was on top of him beating him up
" where is your Fucking wallet"
Jolly yelled at the man looking for his wallet until he found it .
The large man was so scared he didn't dare move an inch and Andy was frozen he backed away till his back hit a wall. he was shaking like a leaf
"How much you take ?"  asked him jolly holding the wallet
Andy didn't understand what the other meant he just stared at him with eyes wide open
Jolly grew impatient "how much this fucker was suppose to give you for that damn blow job ?" he said unable to control his anger . he wanted to slaughter the fucker right there and then
Andy looked down at his feet embarrassed .
" f-fift- " sniff "fift-fifteen" Andy answered him . his voice shaking and his body trembling
Jolly took the money from the man's wallet and grabbed him from the coller of his shirt
"Apologise now " he ordered the man that was now facing Andy
The man was pale as a ghost he better do as he was told or he knows it's gonna end bad for him
"I Fucking said apologise " Jolly yelled at him and held a pocket knife to his neck
The man was a crying mess in frond of Andy "I I am so sorry please please I'm sorry I'm sorry " jolly. Still grabbed him tightly on the neck and looked at Andy
"do you forgive him ?"
Andy was in a complete shock
"Do you forgive him ? . I need a yes or a no kid. now " jolly pressed the knife on the man's neck till drops of blood started to show
The man begged even more "please please forgive me please "
"SHUT UP " jolly yelled at him shuting him up
"Do you forgive him ?" he said pressing even harder on the the man's neck
Andy didn't know what to do.  should he forgive him?  . this isn't good
This man is scary he thought
Make it stop he thought
Andy nodd his head "y-yes "
The moment Andy said yes jolly shoved the man aside
"get the fuck out. And if I see you again I'll end you"
The man hurried out side running for his life ..

Andy's breathing was the only thing heard in the bathroom . he couldn't adjust what just happened
Jolly wipped his pants from dust and hid his knife back on his pocket. he looks at the boy infront him who was staring back at him
"Here is your money " jolly said giving him the money but Andy was just too scared to move
Jolly sighs and puts the money on the sink
He looked at Andy one last time and then left the bathroom...

Andy watched the man leave and sighs in relief he didnt realise that he was holding his breath . he slides down on the floor because his legs couldn't hold him anymore . he held his knees to his chest to rest a little. The scene that just happened was on repeat in his head.
He just kept thinking about the old man and the way he was begging for his life . he liked it
He wished he could see all the people that once hurt him on the floor begging and crying . just like he always begged and cried but no one was there to spare him the beatings and the torture ...
"Hi" a small voice took Andy by surprise he looked up and then again the small bruised boy was standing in thr corner.
Andy closed his eyes tight and closed his ears with his hands
"Please go "
Then suddenly the door was open and the boy was gone
"The hell are you doing bitch get to work " the bar owner yelled and grabbed Andy by his arm. He smirked when He saw the  money on the sink
"These are mine " he said "get to work before I make you sleep outside "
Andy hurried out to serve drunk people ..
The sound of music was too loud but the voices in Andy's head were louder.. much louder ...
All of his nighmares are back haunting him . all of his fears and anxiety are back choking him and making him up .
Only one person was keeping him sane .. Alex
He misses him So much . he had no idea that life without alex would be a living hell
He misses his voice . he misses his hugs and jokes and kisses . he missed the feeling of being taken care of . but he is so greatful for all the things that Alex did for him
He will never forget Alex he will never forget the only person that showed him kindness and love . he was always told that no one would love him . and that he is worthless and useless but Alex told him other nice things
Andy is not mad at Alex nore does he blame him . no. He knows Alex is having a hard time . Alex is grieving
He never meant to be the reason his father died . he never meant to be a bother or in Alex's way . no . all he wanted is to see Alex everyday . to see him happy and pleased . all he ever wanted was to be there for him . to show him how much he adores him .
Andy saw Alex as a god. He was his idol . all he ever wanted was to please him and make him happy . he always wished to be like him . strong and free and confident .
Maybe someday he will be able to see Alex again and he Will tell him how much he adores him .

...

As for Alex . he was laying on the couch , empty wine bottles thrown around him on the floor . he was staring at the ceiling thinking about all the things that went wrong
Oh how did this house became so empty and dark and silence
Why does he keep losing people he loves so much .
He kept punishing himself day after day. Drinking and smoking like there is no tomorrow . he ignored the calls and door bell and the knocks on the door . he locked himself in his head and he is not planing to get out .
He felt terrible for doing what he did to Andy but he mostly felt betrayed
How could Andy do such things with Will . he still cant believe that he fooled him playing broken and innocent
He will never forgive him

Ever

   ....

Because ...why the hell not

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