Broken Child

monster

"So i heard that there is a... boy ?" The man said a smirk obvious in his face even though he was trying to hide it.
He was wearing one of his black suits that screamed expensive. The man's behaviors could tell to anyone how much powerful he is.
Sighing and rolling his eyes out of annoyance jolly said " I dont know what you talking about "
The man chuckled "my boy,  I have raised you to be this cold, heartless man so you can live in this world that has been so fucking cruel and unfair to you, and yet, here you are so helplessly in love with a troubled boy...." his smirk the  turned in to a disgusting face and he spat "pathetic.."
"Is this what Matt said to you huh.." jolly said angry, yelling
"This is damn right what Matt said to me, and he is fucking right,  look at you, pathetic"
The man then stood up right in front of jolly facing him.
"You dont get it, do you julian, people like you... dont get to fall in love..." the man said looking straight at jolly
"People like you, and me, and Matt, dont get to fall in love jolly, you wanna know why?" He asked "you know why jolly,  it is you who said it, come on now , say it " he was only met with silence while Jolly's eyes were wide open full of unshed tears "SAY IT..."the man yelled.
"Because... because we are ... monsters.." he whispered, tears falling "because I am a .. monster"
"That's right julian, you are a monster,  you cant be weak, you can't have a weakness,  if you let yourself fall for this boy, he will be your weakness,  and someone like you , who has a lot of enemies cant have a weakness. They will hurt you with it, they will fight you with it, and then,  they will break you with it. So just let it go, I'm an old man now, I can't protect you. "

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"C-can .. I come in ?" Andy stood by jollys now open door
"Sure" jolly said letting him in.
"A-are you okay, i...i been calling you.." Andy said hesitantly while following jolly inside.
"Yeah, I was just a bit.. tried... sit down"
Andy only nodded twisting his fingers nervously.
"Are you... are you ..mad at me ?"

"I'm not mad at you Andy, why would I.. it's just, its too much what you said, what you thought of me, the way you were you looking at me scared, I wouldn't do something that hurt you,  I would never..." he sighed rubbing his face out of frustration.
"You... wouldn't w-want me jolly. You won't l-like me, when you see... see me for .. real... "
"What, I..  I don't know what you are talking about Andy, please explain. "

"I... mean that,  you..  don't know me...I.. have never ....done anything..willingly..
You..will be disgusted..the moment you see me.. even I cant .. see me..jolly you.. deserve so much better.. not something so... dirty like me.." he was whispering to the shocked man in front of him. This man who opened his home to him when he was in the dark cold streets, welcomed him,  helped him and fed him. 
"But jolly if you want to... um.. you.. y-you know... I won't say no.. to .. you...
You have... done so much..  for me... and ..I dont have... any-anything else to offer you but ..myself." he said with a shaking voice, and trembling hands.
With a blink of an eye,  jolly jumped on him holding his head in place kissing him with so much lust and hunger, andy closed his eyes tightly preparing himself for whatever holly had decided to do with him.  He'll take it, if it's jolly who had done so much for him the he'll endure whatever is coming. He tried to control his hands so that he wouldn't push jolly away,  he knew the consequences of pushing someone who's on top of him away. He wouldn't risk it especially with someone like jolly, he could kill him or
Worst, he could burn him.
Jolly then pulled him tightly from his hair and pushed his head back so that he can attack his neck, he kissed and sucked and bit his neck so hard, andy tried hard not to make a noise, he gripped tightly at the him of his sweater,  but unfortunately his voice betrayed him and he let out a small whimper when jolly bit him hard.

That small whimper sounded like a harsh whip lash threw Jolly's back, he pushed himself away from Andy, looking like he just touched fire, he froze staring at Andy's abused neck.  And the look on Andy's face made him want to throw up.
He went to him and put both his hands on each one of Andy's cheeks, he tried not to notice the small flinch, but it was there,  and it killed him.
"I love you Andy " he whispered
"I love you so much , and I want you so bad , but ...but not like this, not like this Andy.  Dont you dare make me do something like this..." his whispering voice now became a growl and threatening. "Don't you ever dare make me do such a thing to you, I may be a monster, a bastard,  a fucking murderer,  but damn it I'm not fucking cheap."
"I.. I'm so..sorry... I..  didn't...mean to .. make ..you ..it.. I just thought...that.."
"That's your problem you know.."jolly cut him off "you think all people are the same. You think I'm only being nice to you because I want to have sex with you. You dont really know what love is,  Alex thaught you everything, but he didn't teach what love is.  Because he is a coward, he is scared, of what he wants, but I'm  not a coward, I'm not scared to tell you that I love you,that I want you, but you won't understand, you are still trapped in your past andy."
Andy lowered his has looking at his hands and whispered "y-you dont.. know.. any-anything.. about m-my p-past.."

"Trust me.. I know enough " jolly replied
"It's getting late, I'll take you to your appartment. "

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