Broken Child

hospital

"One..." sniff

" Two ..  One... Two "

"Four ..... Five ....six " sniff

The problem is that he didnt feel pain
At all

He saw blood... Yes he did but it didnt hurt ... Not even a little ... Is he becoming numb now ... Did he lose control of his own body again ...
He thought that cutting and burning his wrists and arms would help him be in control .... He wanted to see how it feels to hurt himself ... If the people who hurt him were happy while hurting him Then why not try ... Why not try and be happy ... He wants to have some control over his own body .....

The birthday party was exactly how he imagined it
A big cake... And gifts ... Alex was so happy singing happy birthday so as thomas and Millie and even Tony
Andy was amazed . happy and sad all togather ... He wanted nothing then to see them happy but deep down he knew ... He knew that he didnt belong there .. With these people.. These people were clean and happy ... He wasn't clean.. He was far from clean and certainly wasn't happy... Poor Andy ... He thought to himself ....

....

" how are we today Andy ?"

"..."

"Andy... I need you to talk to me please"

Andy kept looking at his hands not wanting to speak ... He doesn't even know what to say ... How Is he ? Is he okay ? He didnt know how to answer these questions
Its hard for him to answer these questions

" hello Andy are you with me ? "

" s-sorry..."

"Andy if you stay like this I dont think I'll be able to help you ... I really want to be here for you Andy ... "

"...."

Sigh " fine then " the therapist walked to the door and opened it " you can leave now "
He stood up not even looking at her and headed to the door
" could you call Alex for me ? "
With a small nodd he walked away to the waiting room

As soon as Alex saw him he stood up
" you are out now ? What happened?"

" she wants t-to talk to y-you "

" jeez Andy ... Just... Okay just wait for me here"

Andy sat in the chair waiting ignoring the few people there sitting but he could feel someone staring at him he tried his best to ignore it but he couldn't anymore so he turned to look at the person staring finding a girl ..
A girl looking at him with her eyes wide open .... Like she saw a ghost or something
He wanted to say something ... To ask her to look away be he knew he can't do it he is scared of people. He never talks to anyone beside Alex . his doctor and his therapist... Well if they were lucky enough to here him talk to them

"I...I know y-you ..im sure I know you .. But ..."
The girl kept talking to herself more then talking to him
" you are th-that boy...."
Then she turned to him talking directly to him
" it's you you are that boy that ... That came with my father that night " she said the last words with a whispering voice
Frightened ... Andy looked at her with wide eyes ... Does he know this girl ? No he never saw her before .. Oh well he was blindfolded anyways but her voice ... He knew this voice ... He heard it before...

And with that he stood up running .. Looking for Alex's safety

Meanwhile

Alex and the therapist were talking about Andy
"I don't unederstand him anymore and I'm worried about him "

" I know ..listen I .. I need you to watch him Alex .. I'm gonna be honest with you .. I'm  afraid he ... Just watch him .. Don't leave him alone in his room for long ... Make sure he takes his antidepressants and let's hope for the best "