Broken Child

I want to be free

Jolly kept walking back and forth in the middle of his living room unable to think and blinded by anger .
I should do something he thought . he couldnt just leave the boy there working for that asshole . he knew how dirty and sick is that old man and now he regret not taking the boy with him right then and there.
The look he saw on the boy's face was so broken . he looked at the clock and he it was 3 am . the bar should be still open he thought . hr grabed his car keys and headed to the bar ...

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"If you want to stay in here than . you know what to do.  Take care of my friends " said the bar owner to Andy
Andy only nodd his head . what else could he do
"Come on in guys . here he is "
When Andy looked up he saw three old men staring at him with hanger on their eyes and a smirk on their faces. He knew exactly what will happen to him now .
But yet he did nothing . he just let them abuse his weak body , thinking that it's what he deserves
He just closed his eyes when he felt their hands roam his naked body .
All he ever wanted was to end this all
He doesnt want to live anymore.
Its funny how even death doesnt want him . and while they were sucking and biting on his skin ,he thought about Alex. How was he doing . did he get better . and he was so ashamed to let this happen to him when he clearly remembers once Alex told him to never let anyone touch him like this .
But He didnt listen to him. He is letting people rape him . abuse him and use his body for thier own sick pleasure and desire . And then he remembers Will once told him that he deserves all of the pain he receives because he is a bad person. He was the cause of mister Thomas's death.

"Thomas welcomed you in his house and this is how you thank him "

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"You deserve all the pain you receive Andy you deserve this "

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"You should punish yourself the worst punishment. You should let people hurt you . and when they hurt you . you should remember that... "

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"You.."

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"Deserve..."

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"This.."

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So Andy let them. Because he deserves this

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The moment the bar owner saw jolly he wanted to run but he wasn't fast enough
"Where is the boy ?"
To say that the bar owner was scared would be an understatement . he was terrified
"I .. I dont know he was here .. A moment ago "
Jolly was trying too hard to not let his anger out so he said calmly
"Where is the room he staying in "
The color on the man's face fell and he was as pale as a sheet
"Never mind I'll find it myself "
Jolly headed to the corridor then he saw three men walking out of one of the rooms laughing with each other
He walked to the room they were in and opened the door ...

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Andy couldn't feel his lower back . he is glad that they untied him . his whole body was in pain . as he was trying to stand up . he fell back to the floor. He crawled to his clothes when he heard the door open . he turned to look at the man in front of him while trying hard to dress up . his whole body hurt
"C...could ... Y-you please.... Come b-back tomorrow.. I really.. C-can't take... Anymore"
He begged .. He really couldn't take any other costumer . he was worn out .. He could barely move
Jolly just stood there shocked . he couldn't believe how could people hurt a kid this way .
He saw the bruises and cuts . the hickeys and the bites and the blood that was runing down his thighs
"Pl-please I'm... Hurt ... Come back.. Tomorrow .. Please... Please"
Andy begged more and more till he passed out .
Jolly walked in and looked at the boy's limp body . he saw the scars and the words carved in his body .
"What the hell happened to you " he said to himself . he felt his tears falling .he just couldn't look at his body any longer he felt like he is invading the boy's privacy . he dressed him up and coverd him with a small worn out blanket and carried him bridal style out of that horror room .
On his way out he saw the bar owner standing there . he saw the terrified look on his face . he knew that he was involved.
He gave him a death glare and left the forsaken bar and headed to his car . he put the boy ever so gently in the back seat afraid of hurting his already damaged body . and drove to his house.

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"Why birds Andy "

"Because.. They can fly away"

Alex looked deep in my eyes

"Do you want to fly away Andy ?" he asked me

"Yes" I replied. "I want to be free"