Broken Child

it'll be okay

In Andy's head

''what do you think you are doing ?''

I open my eyes at the sudden voice... I look around and there is no one in the room..
I hug myself tightly and try to calm my breath... I'm so scared
Even though new master left the light on...
This is new place, not like the cold room and it smells good

''you think you deserve this nice room bitch ?''

It's that voice again

I put my hands up in my ears to stop hearing it but it keeps going

'' you will always be my bitch, you understand ''

No

'' you are nothing but a whore, it's written in your dirty body... ''

No please

'' you are nothing without me,  you are nothing without your master ''

Nooo

''bad slave, you are a bad slave, and bad slaves deserve punishment ''

Nooo

.....

I feel hands shaking me but then I hear I'm screaming

''pleaase.... P..pl..ease noo... Noo''

'' andy open your eyes sweetheart open your eyes, wake up.... ''

I open my eyes to see new master holding me to his chest saying some words that I don't understand

''its okay Andy, everything is fine, it was just a nightmare okay you are fine, com on breath, breath in and the out, com on in ans out.. Good... Good boy ''

I breath in and out just like he told me
And for the first time I have something...  A feeling... But I don't know what it is
Not scared, not hurt,  not cold but something else
I look up at him I find him smiling at me, he is not like old master..

''w..warm..'' I said in a tiny voice looking at new master
He smiled again then wiped my hair and put his lips in my head
I open my eyes wide and look at him then without knowing I found my self asking

''w..what is... It '' I pointed to my head

he giggled and repeated the same action again
''you mean this '' I nodd

'' this is a kiss Andy '' new master said I did not know what that is

'' what..is... K..Kiss... M..master''
He looks away and sigh.....

I made  new master angry....

.......

Alex p.o.v

'' what..is... K..Kiss... M..master''

I look away and sigh
My stomach drops every time he says 'master' I just hate it so much

I hold his head between my hands and put it up so that he is facing me

'' Andy sweetheart, my name is Alex okay just call me Alex ''

He tilted his head and nodd saying

'' y..yes A...Alex... ''

Well it'll take time for him to get used to it
'' what did you see when you were asleep ?''

He tensed and looked down at his hands, they are shaking

''h..hears m..Master... Hears.... M...Master... '' hé said shaking looking around like he is excepting someone

Poor child he is so traumatised from whatever he been through before...

''what did he say ?'' I asked him

'' say.. B..bad.. S..lave... Not deserve....room.. Not deserve... Nice... Say bad v...very... Very bad ''
He sobbed between words, it broke my heart to see him like this...

I held him close and started humming until he fell asleep, he seems to have these night terrors quite alot...
Maybe I should get him a therapist, that will help him open up and act normal, he surely is not educated, I mean he can barely speak, has he ever went to school ? , I highly doubt that
Maybe I should get him a teacher too...

.....

'' you look like shit, are you okay ? '' said dad preparing breakfast eyeing me

'' yeah just, Andy had night terror five times last night ''

'' yeah I heard him scream,  poor kid..''

'' I want to get him to therapy.. What do you think ''

He looked at me thinking about what I said
'' I have a friend she is good with kids... Or well....traumtised  kids I'll call her... ''

Three hours later the therapist came over to see Andy
'' hi I'm Lisaline Howly you can just call me Lisa, I have an experience with communicating with kids who's been sexually and physically abused, I hope I can help... '' she said nicely

'' yeah, but let me tell you that Andy here Is not just that he's been used as a... S..slave treated badly,  he doesn't even acknowledge himself, and he is scared...  So scared of being touched or getting close to anyone, and the also he has sleeping disorders,  he wakes up screaming five to six times at night.. It's just....''

'' can you please take me to him ''

I opened the door to her and she walked in, she stopped me when I tried to follow her in
'' I'll take it from here... '' she entred and closed the door

I wish she can help him,  I stood at the door waiting for what looks like forever... 
I will do anything to help him,  to teach him what he doesn't know, to show him what he never saw
I will do all the things that I didn't had the chance go do with my brother Sam....

It'll be better.... It'll be okay...

...

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