Broken Child

mother

" i just want her to see him alex maybe ... I dont know. She said she will see maybe her heart will feel something for him alex dont forget she is a mother "

"Yeah right a mother"

"Quit that alex thats not funny "

" fine then what are you going to tell her .. And...and what are we going him . have you thought about that  ? "

Alex didnt like this whole idea of getting sharon , andy's real mother to meet him , he still thinks that the boy needs some more time
And he still didnt know how to bring it up to him

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" hey kid .. What are you doing  ? " asked alex as he was met with andy sitting at the last step of the stairs holding a stuffed cat tightly
Andy looked up at him and have a small smile and showed him a piece of paper where his name was writen on it. . it was messy but it was clear

Alex

" oh my ... Thank you so much andy what a good job you did "
It was always great for andy to hear these words from alex . he always worked hard so that he can hear them and get a pet on the head it makes him happy to see alex happy with him and proud of him so he kept it that way .. Trying hard to please him and to make him happy..
All he needs is attention, kindness and maybe love , if he is lucky and good enough alex will love him and keep him .. Maybe then he will be normal ... Maybe then he can have a life just like kids his age that he read about .. Maybe he can be happy
He prays and prays that this is not just a dream ... He is afraid of waking up in that dark cold room
Afraid of still being hangry and sick and dirty ...

" you are spacing out again andy .."
Alex's comment brought andy back to reality
Yes he had been spacing out alot drowning in his head , fighting with the loud voices that keeps making him so tired and worn out ...

"Huuh ..i..is sorry alex ..no do again"

"Its 'i am sorry ' andy not 'i is' okay  ?  Try again com on "

Andy looked up with big grey and teary eyes scared of disapointing alex again he sniffed and whiped the few tears that fell with the sleeve of his big sweater
"I. Uh...i m so-sorry " few tears fell and akex insantly regrets commenting on his grammar but he needed to teach him he reached to pet his head and whip the tears " good job andy , no need to cry yea ? "

"Did good  ? "

" yes sweetheart you did good i'm proud of you " and that was all andy needed to hear to smile widly
" so um ... Do you ..um you know andy everyone has ..a ...hum how to put this.. god"
Alex litteraly didnt find the right words to say .. How is he suppose to tell the boy that his mother will come see him when he doesnt even know what a mother is ..

Andy waited for the words to come and he was freaking out to say the least
Was alex mad at him... ?
Did he do something wrong... ?
Is he going to be punished ...  ?
Will he be sent back to bad man.... ?

" andy do you know what a mother is  ? "

Andy looked up ..
Mother
He didnt know it befor but why is it in his head ...oh yea he rememberd..

"..mother ..like story ..you teld about sheeps... and m..mother sheep and b..bad wolf  ?  " andy made a face saying 'bad wolf' and its when it hit alex about the story he told andy the other night

" yes andy yes the mother sheep you remember it..." he was caught with andy leaving the stairs runing to his room god know for what but when alex got up to follow him , the boy showed up with the story book in his hands
His  excitement was a miracle he then opened the book and pointed to the white big sheep wearing a pink dress

" this mother  ? "

" yes andy like this one "

"Mother.. Cry ...when wolf eat ..uh eat baby sheep alex "

" yeah she cried because she loves her babies ...um listen andy you see everyone in this world have a mother thats where we come from "

Andy looked away seems lost in his thoughts

" you h-as mo-ther  ?  "

" yes andy i have a mother "

" m-ister Tho-mas has mo-ther  ? "

" yes andy he has a mother too "

" where.. y..yours m..mother is  ?  "

Alex  was a little silent the said that his mother is away

" away... With s..sam  ?  "

"N..no andy not with sam , just away in another country named Spain its far away "

"Aunt... Milly has..mother .too ?  "

" yes but her mother is with sam in heaven "

Andy took a deep breath , does this means he has a mother too , if he does then where is she  ?  Is she in heaven with sam and milly's mother  ?  Or did she leave him with bad man  ?  The though of it brought tears to his eyes
He was scared .he wants a mother too but maybe because he wad bad that she didnt want him
He know alot about mother from the mother sheep she was nice and kind to her babies she gave them hugs and kisses he wants some of that too

" a..a...andy ... Has m..other  ?  "

Alex looked at the smaller boy's teary eyes and felt his heart broke in half
" yeah andy you have a mother .. And .. 

" r-really  ?  Andy h-has  ?  Where ...wh-where  ? "

" calm down andy listen my father is trying to talk to her so that she can come and see you and you can see her"

Andy's eyes widend he smile but moments later his smile faded he looked down at himself

" not -g-ood .... L-look b-ad ...h-air bad fa-face bad ug-ly sc-ars.... m-moth-er no l-ike -an-andy"

He hid his face with gis shaking hands ashamed of the way he looks... His messy long hair that looks like girl's hair , his skinny frame that made his new clothes look older than him , and mostly his face with the scars here and there , the black circles around his eyes that look like bruises , the two missing teeth , and his burned neck that looks terrible
He was scared that she will not like him that she will hate him but he will try his best to look presentble .....

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