Broken Child

I am a mess

"I dont want to see her Again dad .... He is fucking traumatised I don't want anyone or anything triggering him ... He has enough ..."

After kicking that girl out of the hospital he made sure to not let her or anyone near him again.. He was all day with him ... Holding his hand and gently kissing his bandaged wrist ..

By the time Andy woke up he found Alex asleep in a chair next to him
"A-Alex " he said in small weak voice
Alex woke up and he immediately ran to him and held his hand with a worried look on his face
" how are you feeling ... Are you hurt somewhere Andy huh?"

" I'm.. I'm okay Alex ... I'm fine "

Then there was silence in the room they were both lost in their thoughts... Andy knowing that Alex now knows about the scars
And Alex not finding the exact words to ask him about them..
Then Andy broke that deadly silence with a quiet " I'm sorry" looking down at his bandaged wrists... He felt ashamed ... He felt disgusted and ugly
"I... I am a mess... You " he looked up and wiped his falling tears " you dont have ... To .to deal with me.. Anymore...I will .. Leave you and your fa-family .. I don't... I dont belong there with you.... You done so much .. For me..I don't .deserve all that... And .. I .... "Sniff " I am really grateful for it all.. I'm so s-sorry " he finished his words with a shaking small voice and Alex was in a state of shock 'where did this come from' he thought
"Are you done talking now ?" he questioned Andy gave him a small nod avoiding looking at his eyes
"Hum okay ... And Where will you go... How will you live ? Hum where will you stay?..."

Andy's eyes widened .. Right where will he go ... He doesnt even know the way to old master ... He belongs there he thought ... But he is scared he doesn't want to go back to that life

"Andy ?".
"I.. I dont know " he whispered looking down

" Andy look at me please "

Alex took Andy's chin between his hand and made him look at him he wanted to cry when he saw the tears on his sad eyes that hold so much sorrow and pain ..

"Do you really think I'll let you go Andy ? "He said wipping the samller's falling tears and moving away his hair from his face. " do you really think i'd leave you I the middle of the road ... I'd never ever do That ... Never "
He went close to him and put him to his chest and caressed his hair
" I understand Andy that you are tired ... I do .. I swear I do ... And I don't blame you ... I know you are trying hard .... So hard to show me that you are okay when you are not .... I dont want you to pretend to be okay for me ... Andy I'm here for you.. I'll stand by you and I will never leave you ... Please andy please put this in your head "
Alex said between sobs ... He couldn't take it anymore so he just cried with the small boy

"B-but I ....uhh uuhm...I don't want ..... I do not want ..to bother you with me ...I..uhh don't want to bring my ... My dirty past to you"

"Shshsh Andy it's okay ... Don't think about it ... And come talk to me when you feel down ... Come talk to me when you are hurt please Andy don't push me away ... Don't take the pain all by yourself ... Im here for you ... I'll make sure you are okay ... Promise me you won't hurt yourself again ... Come to me first we'll find a solution to every problem okay ... ?.. Okay Andy?"

Alex sigh in relief hearing a small "I promise " it was small but it was there

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