Broken Child

you are my world

"Good morning" Alex said when he saw Andy entering the kitchen
Andy took hesitant steps and Alex hated seeing him uncomfortable and scared in front of him
"I made pancakes . sit down and let's have breakfast togather" he said smiling a weak and a sad smile
Andy sat in front of Alex watching him eating . he was so diffrent from last night . he thought to himself . he missed this Alex. Drunk Alex scared him to death ..
"Um..last night ..did...I ....did I do something ?...did I say something ?..I know I got really drunk and I only can remember few things... I remember you sitting with me here in the kitchen and... Were you crying? Did I say something.?"

"You..You were um... upset .. I was just trying..to com-comfort you  " Andy said avoiding looking at him
"That's all ?" Alex insisted
Andy looked up briefly "y-yes th-that's all"
Alex sigh "okay " and continued eating.
Awkward silence was filling the kitchen but was finally broken by Alex's deep voice
"You are not eating . you didn't like it?" Alex said when he noticed Andy's untouched plate
"I..I'm just..not... Hungry.. I..I'll eat later"
Alex rubed his face and sighed out of frustration. "have you been eating lately? Huh Andy ? "
Andy gulped and put his hands between his thighs to prevent them from shaking "y-yes " he whispered with a small broken voice.
Alex threw his fork and it made loud noise when it hit the plate making Andy flinch
He stood up angrily throwing his plate and cup on the floor witch caused them to break into pieces
"Liar" he yelled he grabbed Andy from his arm making him stand and bringing up from him to see "LOOK AT THIS " he yelled he then pulled his hoody to see his shoulder bones standing out "LOOK AT THIS .. LOOK AT YOUR BONES .. CAN'T YOU SEE.." he then dragged him to the mirror .. Andy was hyperventilating.  He was shaking .. Tear were running down his ghostly pale face
"LOOK AT YOYRSELF .. YOU LOOK DEAD .. YOU LOOK LIKE A FUCKING ZOMBIE" Andy closed his eyes shut . he hated mirrors and Alex knew how much he hated mirrors
"Open your eyes Andy " he yelled
Andy shook his head violently letting a sob out "p-please ...p-pl" he whispered with a broken voice
As soon as Alex let go of his arm be turned his back to the mirror and held his arm .. He knew there was bruise from where he forcefully grabbed him.
"You are sick Andy . you need a doctor . I'm taking you to the hospital" he said with a stern voice while heading up to his room and Andy following after him . the idea if the hospital scared him to death . he didnt want to go
"I..Alex.. But I am...fine Alex please..don't take me .to the ...hospital please" Alex turned to face him anger showing on his face. "You are sick and you are going to the hospital and it's final "
"But.. But Alex..I ..don't want ..to " Andy said in a small voice making him self as small as possible in front of Alex
"BUT I SAID SO " Alex yelled and went to his room leaving a shaking mess of Andy

..

A few hours later when Alex calmed down he went down stairs to clean the mess he made but of course he found Andy cleaning the table and the food on the floor and the broken glass
He sighed and rolled his eyes
"What are you doing "
Andy flinched at the sudden voice that made a small piece of glass cut him a little . he  hurriedly stood up to face the voice
"H-huh ?" he asked
"I said what are you doing Andy ?" Alex said noticing the blood on his finger
Andy looked around him "I-I am cleaning ...the ... Mess "
"And who made this mess Andy ?"
Andy froze ..  He wouldn't dare and say that Alex did
"You can't even say that I made this mess .. So I should clean it not you ." Alex said and dragged Andy to the sink to clean his small cut .
He hated the look on Andy's eyes . he hated when Andy fears him . he never wanted Andy to be scared of him . and he is so mad at himself for not being able to control his anger in front of him
"I'm sorry Andy . I didnt mean to say what I said I was mad " he mumbled feeling ashamed . he knows that Andy will forgive him . Andy hardly ever was mad at him . and Alex felt like he taking advantage of it all
Because he knows how Andy loves him . he knows that Andy will never be mad at him . he knows that he is like a god in Andy's eyes . but why .. He asks himself
He turned to Andy to look at him deep in the eyes
"I keep hurting you and yet you never get mad at me Andy . why ? "
The look on Andy's eyes showed that he wanted to say alot of things but he cant find the right words .
He can't find the right words to say how much Alex means to him . he is his everything . without Alex . he would be still in the dark basement. Abused and tortured . without Alex he would've never seen the sky . the sun and the trees . he would've never read those books and listened to music .
And a lot more things ... Countless things . no matter what he do he will never pay Alex back for what he did for him . he wanted to say 'you are my world ' he wanted to say alot of things but he just couldnt voice them
So he just looked at Alex while he was cleaning his finger . he bent down to reach Alex's hand  and he kissed it
That was all he could do to show him how much he adores him . worships him and loves him .

'you are my everyghing'

'you are my world'

...

I hope you like this chapter guys

Please vote and let me know what you think in thr comments

Thank you all so much