Broken Child

meat

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Jolly stared at the boy in front of him while eating..its been two weeks since the incident when Alex showed up  and it's the first time Andy comes out of his room and .. cook ? He has been depressed and not coming out of the guest room  .. and jolly was worried dead about him . Afraid of maybe hurting himself.. so he was staying up all day and night to watch him and make sure everything is okay..
At the same time he couldn't stop thinking about the videos  and pictures  he saw..
how could  someone endure such torture  and pain and still survive.. but then again he thought about what Alex said about his many suicide attempt, his heart broke to million pieces when Alex told him all about Andy,  he felt a little guilty as he felt like he was invading  Andy's private life,  but he had to, in order to help him, he had to.

"Y-you didn't...like.. it ?" Jolly was to deep in his thoughts he could barely hear Andy's  whispering voice
"I'm sorry what did you say ?" He said
Andy looked down at his trembling hands  , he messed up again ? Maybe jolly didn't like the food ?
"Food... you..are..you are not.. eating..y-ou didn't like it ? I can..m- I can  make you... some-thing else .." Andy said standing up
"Oh.. no no no Andy just sit back down I'm sorry i was just thinking um..I'll..I'll eat right now" he said taking a taste at the plate of well made lasagna in front of him , he moaned at the good taste of it been long time since  someone  cooked for him something so delicious
"Oh my God Andy it's amazing .. I really love it ....thank you so much " he looked at Andy's happy face . He felt like he could stare at him for the rest of his life he then realized that Andy didn't have a plate of lasagna in front of him , and that he was just nipping at the salad.
"Where is your plate Andy?"
He looked down,  just how much jolly  wanted him to look up , to be proud of himself to be confident 
"Um..I..I..  don't...eat it " he quietly said
Jolly frowned at confusion  if he did t eat it then why did he make it
"Why not ?"
"I .. um.. there.. is .. meat..in it and..I ..um ... I'm sorry... I.. don't eat meat"
And then it started  making sense to jolly . Andy doesn't eat meat.... and he knew exactly why he doesn't eat meat
As he rememberd one of the videos Alex showed him...

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In the corner sat again a shell of a boy  still the tight collar on his fragile neck
This time the boy was not blindfolded
The man in front of him stood tall holding a small cat , and another man went behind the small boy and grabbed tightly at his hair to make him look up ..
The man holding the cat started slaughter the small creature  right in front of the boy's eyes  . It was clear the boy was shaking trying  to close his eyes  but the man behind him kept tugging at his hair yelling at him to keep his eyes open .. and he of courses had to obey
The small creature was cut to pieces 
And the boy was made to eat those pieces ...
Jolly stood right at the moment they made him eat
He couldn't watch anymore
..

Jolly cleared his throat  to forget about the videos
And he stood and went beside Andy he took his hands  and bent down to be at his level  and meet his eyes
"Andy listen .. next time you want to cook something.. you cook something that we could both eat okay ? So if you don't eat meat then don't cook with meat okay so that you can eat too okay Andy?"
How could someone be so selfless  jolly thought .. he cooked something he knew he could not eat just for me .

Andy just nodded in agreement

"And jees  how did you learn how to cook Andy this is amazing "
Andy's cheeks were a little red at the compliment he was getting 
"I .. I just learn from.. internet.. and .. mis-mister Thomas  b-bought me ... some .. cooking books " andy said happily
And that was probably the longest sentence he ever heard Andy say
Jolly nod and hummed in response
"How about we.. go shopping.. and I buy some books for you hum?"

Andy's eyes widened and he shook his head no "y-you don't h-have too " what if he wants something in return  .. he thought
"It's fine Andy.. plus.. I need some things too .. for the kitchen and all . We'll go after we finish eating okay "
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Jolly ordered Andy to take whatever he wanted and how many books he wanted  so Andy ended up taking two cooking books and a story book for himself  . He also  took one pant and two shirts  but of course  jolly added more for him , jolly just wanted to spoil him . If he could bring the stars for him he wouldn't hesitate a minute  , he was feeling things.. things he never felt before .. and he was scared  about those feelings..
He needs to talk to matty about them maybe he had a idea about what they could be .
He couldn't  let his eyes look anywhere but at Andy's beautiful sad eyes  . They were the most beautiful eyes he had ever seen . .
Oh he was falling deep in to those eyes..
He couldn't stop starting at the way Andy looked at stuffs with wide amazed eyes 
The way his boney  pale fingers touch stuffs  . The way he would hesitate to take something  so jolly ends up taking  it for him .
"Take anything you want Andy okay "
They were doing shopping and getting everything they needed. Jolly made sure not take any meat . He was about t to forget what meat is . If it was just for Andy.  He would do anything for Andy  . Jut to see him happy . Jut to see that happy face again.

"Oh well... what do we have here . got yourself a new... 'master'? "....

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