langst one shots

What if They Replace Me?

What if they replace me?

Its all I ever think. I am useless. They can find someone else to pilot red. I'm so done with being like this. Looked down on like I'm the weakest link. 

"I can't do this anymore" I say, my voice barley a whisper. 

That's it i'm done. I'm going to do it. 

I begin to write my note:

To my dearest, space family

To my space dad: I really look up to you. Of course you know this. I tell you when ever I'm helping you through a panic attack, it always makes you feel better, because of this I will leave to you a voice recording of me saying it. Play it when you feel down, or get rid of it.

To my space brother: Thank you for helping through my toughest time. Keep cooking you are so good at it. Never give up.... I believe in you. I always will. I leave to you my abuelas cookie recipe. I love you, goodbye..

To my space sister pidge: Man I have always wanted to be as smart as you. You never stop learning and I have always thought it was amazing. Keep learning. I love you and good bye.

To my space uncle Coran: Coran Coran the gorgeous man, you are really funny. You always have been always will be. You are the most gorgeous man I've ever seen. Don't let anyone dull your sparkle. I love you, good bye.

To Allura: I've never really meant to flirt with you. I act like that with everyone. Please don't yell at the new red paladin as much as you did with me. Bye.

To my dearest, Keith: I know it seems like I dislike you but I love you. Like a lot. Like romantically. Sorry I have never told you. I did not know how to deal with my feelings so I made the stupid rivalry to get closer to you. Ha, look where that got me. I love you.... Good bye.

P.s. tell my familia I love them. Oh and you all can decide who gets my things.

And with the note all written I started to fill the bath tub with warm water. I got in with all my clothes.

To bad I won't see us defeat the Galra....

I took my blade out and start cutting my wrists all up and down.

"Its always down the road kids not across the street" I chuckle, I remember making that up.

Blood soon begins to fill up the bath tub.

            Good bye