langst one shots

All Alone

I look around the kitchen no one is there. I look around the common room, again no one there. I look all through out the castle. No. One. I started to get worried something happened.

"Hey guys? Is anyone there? Please answer?" I worried. I continued walking throughout the castle. Pacing back and forth. Checking the same rooms over and over again.

I put my hands on my head. I start to hyperventilate and my body slightly shakes. I look around rapidly hoping someone would show up. Yet no one did.

Each second seeming to get longer. The minutes grow into hours hours into days. Days then turn into months.

Each day becoming more unbearable then the last. The scars grow the headaches worsen the screams louder. My life spiraling out of all bounds.

It has been 3 whole months ever since the crew disappeared. Not even a single sign of there disappearance. My heart aches of them never coming back.

Now I'm just stuck in this unbearable castle of memories. All alone, per usual, and left out. I let my back hit against the wall and I slowly slid down letting a sigh out and a couple of tears slid down my face onto my shirt.

I rest my head on the wall and let more tears fall. No need to stop them I'm going to be alone anyways. Forever now. All......alone....

I had never been used to being all alone. Back when everyone was around I cherished being alone now I would trade everything to not be.

Why? Why me? Was this my fault? Who am I kidding its always me.

A l w a y s.

Guilt tore me apart inside out. All of this pain that was pent up inside was all let out. Sobs racked my body. The thought of it being my fault set me over the edge.

I cant take this anymore. This is torture. This is tearing me apart I can't do it.

I stand up and wipe away my tears. This is enough I'm going outside. You see the air is extremely toxic it can make you hallucinate or even die.

Perfect.

I walk slowly taking my time remembering the bittersweet memories.

Mama I am sorry. Space family I'm sorry.

I  a m  s o r r y .

As I make my way towards the door I hear my name being called at first it was softer and quiet now it's being shouted, screamed on the top of someone's lungs.

"LANCE?!" I quicken my ewpace towards the voice. the moment I saw someone I bust into tears.

"Keith! I have never been so happy to see you!" I ran into his arms and hugged him happily.

"Lance!" We stayed in each other's arms for a moment then I let go.

"How did you get here? When did here you get here? Are you really Keith?" I pushed him away and worried.

"Well I sure hope so."

Slowly but surely I started to trust Keith more and more. We soon even began dating.

I was laying in his arms and I asked "hey, what do you think it is like out side?"

"Let's not think about it."

"You... you say that everytime I mention anything aside from the castle. Do you even wonder were they are, Keith? "

"No, and you shouldn't either."

I pushed off and got up ",why?"

"Can we forget about it? Can not fight any more lance please?"

I gave him a death glare and with my sternest voice I again asked why.

"b-becausE THEY ARE DEAD LANCE. I SAW WHAT IT WAS LIKE OUT THERE IT WAS HORRIBLE. I SURVIVED SOMEHOW. I DONT EVEN KNOW I WISH I DIDNT THOUGH. THE THINGS I SAW OUT THERE, " He sobbed hard ", DONT YOU LOVE ME? OF YOU DID YOU WOULD STOP!"

"Keith..." I backed away ",if i can even call you that. Are you even keith?"

I ran and locked myself in the bathroom. I cover my ears as I heard pounding on the door.

I looked at the air vent to see I yellow gas coming through.

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"Alright guys this plant is very dangerous. It has a very poisonous gas it has a yellowish tint to it and it can seep through walls if we stay here for an extanted amount of time so we will leave first thing in the morning."

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I woke up falling out of a pod. I see everyone gathered around me. My eyes welled up with tears from excitement.

but then I remembered what happened. I backed up into the pod.

"How can I tell if you are all you?" I said worryingly.

"Hey dude, we had spaghetti for dinner last night." Hunk said.

Our code word. Okay it is them.

"What happened to me?" I questioned.

"It turns out during our last battle part of the ship was damaged and the air got through to your room. You were out for a week." Coran explained.

"Where is keith?" I questioned seriously.  They looked at me confused but then Allura spoke up.

"He found you in your bathroom when it happened. He was really scared. He was pounding on the door for you. So right now he is in his room trying to forget about it." She spoke sadly.

I walked to Keith's room leaving the others in the medical room. I knock on the door twice.

Keith opens the door and soon as he sees me he starts bawling. "Oh Lance the things I saw.....I was all alone."