langst one shots

Fine

It started off so fine.

"Good job lance!" Stated Keith. I looked at the glimmer in his eyes while he said it.

"Thanks you did great too it w as cool how you sliced the not in half!" I raved on about his amazing skills. Until I noticed he already left.

Oh okay...

That's when it went down hill.

"Come on Keith he doesn't have to know"

" no shiro  I would hurt his feelings."
" come on keith..."

" fine"

When I heard that I new my suspicions  where true. Keith is cheating on me.

I knew it ge never liked me.

I walked into where Keith Ann shiro  are.

"Keith I need to talk to you. Now if you can." My voice wavered a bit but I held on strong.

"Yea sure. Se you later, shiro." He waved his hand. I steadily walked to my room with Keith. Soon as I got there I couldn't hold back tears are now going down at a rapid pace. Keith put his hand on my shoulder and tried to comfort me but his hand make me freak out more.

"L-lance? Are you okay? Please lance answer me!" I struggled to say anything at all. I finally choked out "I know about s-shiro." Hiccuping after. Soon as he heard it face went pale and his hand became ice cold.

"L-lance you have t-to understand -it was- It- " he tried to explain but failed miserably.

"Its o-okay..."

He made a face of confusion.

"What? I hurt you. I cheated on you.  You should be telling at me. Please lance font forgive me! Yell at me! Tell me I hurt you! I did you should be mad!" I was only lightly crying now but still enough for my eyes to be blood shot.

"Keith, I'm  sorry."

"What? How are you sorry? I'm supposed to be sorry!"

"Im sorry I was not enough. Trust me I'll be enough in the future. I promise please, keith." I was begging him to stay. I love him with all my heart.

"I'm sorry, lance. I just dont love you."

My heart broke in to two as he left.
Never will this ever happen again.i will never love again.

I never flirted anymore. I never told jokes. I stopped sleeping and eating mostly. I have no room for games. Only training and battle. We are in war and I need to act like it.

No one noticed me changing. That was just fine be me though.

I dont deserve anyone I'm worthless.

I take out my razor blade on swipe it against my arm. A little amount of blood comes out.

Not enough. More.

I keep cutting over and over again. Blood is now pouring out of my arm and on the floor.

Great now I have to clean this up. I'm so fucking stupid Gosh dam.

I went to the bathroom to grab the supplies to clean. My eyes are starting to get blurry but it's okay, I'm used to this.

After I clean every thing up and bandage my arm I walk to the training room.

"Start training level 43!" I shout turning the system on.

Alright lance hit every single one or you have to cut 3 more time tonight.

I hit everyone dead in the head.

Alright if you dont hit them this time you have to cut 5 time more tonight.

This process kept going until I got to level 54. That's when hunk called me to dinner. I quickly packed up my things and headed to the dining room.

I hate dinner time. I see Keith and shiro together. It hurts me so much. However, I will deal with this. I owe it to Keith. I have to be better.